Todae,went to my bro god mummmy home,i was feeling not to go but cannot say out because scare mum will get angry ><...but when i got there,a girl play wif me =) her mum told me that she had a illness of hao dong zhen..that mean every time must run,play walk...cannot sit down de......i really love that girl....her name is call pei tian i think =) Todae,i realish that my post had 57 post!!!!!soooo happy muhahhahahahahahaa.......i had being feeling very very vexed...haiz...all because of that cca....A teacher in charge was taking note of it and the matter was begining to get more serious....i just wan to join ART club only...y need to make thing so seriously....hate those adults.....a little thing also wan to make it so big....nothing to do ah,bully me....hate them.....all useless teacher!!!!Just kidding just kidding =) i love all my teacher in pri school but not in sec school =)

Last fri,when i was at resting behind the classroom,jing xuan came ka jiao me so i start chasing him.....jie min and shi hui scold me and say me wat disgusting,go chase boy....it really hurt me...really....really...I feel that i cannot heard anymore so i just smile and walk slowing to toilet after a few min....It really hurt me very much to heard my fri calling me disgusting....t was my first time hearing ppl call me this...i was reali heartbroken.....i don blame them,nor hate them...i don even blame myself...but i know i was heartbroken....while i was still feeling sad after coming bak from math,shi hui came to talk to me....all my sadness r gone...it is because she was smiling.....


Caution:i am not les ok........


From the past 3 day,i hav been at malaysia wif my mum's relative =) this past few day was my happiest day in my life because i saw him again...

While i was chasing yao yao,a 8 year old boy whose is my god mum son,suddenly got someone hug me than when i turn my head over,i saw my best buddy which i haven seen for 4 year!!his name is edmund....we were fri when we were born!!! but 4 year ago,he had to go to malaysia for study....i miss him soooo much....we had a kiss on mouth like americian ppl when first meet than went to play le.....

Yao yao take out a ball and started attacking us so we start hitting each other wif the ball.who ever got the ball get to attack ppl so we start snatch the ball and even struggled together...i actually hop he is junjie o....hehhehehehehehehe realli very nice to meet him....next year will be meeting him too =) and he got a girlfri call jia min =) sooo cute....she dun mind when we play together....she is sooo nice =) i hop next year will came soon =)


Hiiii,this quiz,i had taken form kaili blog again =)

1. How many television do you have in your house?
- 3

2. Are you right-handed or left-handed?
- RIGHT handed.

3. Have you ever had anything removed from your body?
- no =) i am prefect

4. What is the last item you lifted?
- My aunt-7 year old =)

5. Have u ever been knocked down ?
- Nop,i am strong =)

6. if it is possible, would u want to noe when u'll die ?
- no

7. if u can change ur name wad will u change it to ?
- michelle

8. wad colour do u tink looks best to u ?
- pink!

9. Have u ever swallowed a non-food item ?
- Yes...wawawawa

10. Would u kiss a member of a same sex for 100bucks?
- Yes =)

11. Would u allow ur 1 finger to b cut for 200,000bucks ?
- 100% NO

12. Would u stop blogging for 50,000bucks ?
- Yes!!

13. Would u pose naked in a magazine for 50,000bucks?
- Noooooooo i will shy to die

14. Would u drink a entire chilli sauce for 1000bucks?
- Yes =)

15. Would u, without fear of punishment, take a human life for a million bucks?
- Nop,i cannot bear it

16. What is in your left pocket?
- I am wearing mini skirt and it does'nt have a pocket XD

17. Is napoleon dymainte actually a good film?
- Wads tt ?

18. Do you have a hardwood or carpet in your house?
- Ask my dad.

19. Do you sit or stand in the shower?
- I prefer laying down =)

20. How many pairs of flip-flops do you own?
- Wat is thats?

21. Last body who texted you?
- Hafizah =)

22. Last boby that called u ?
- JunJun

23. Last person tt hugged u ?
- My Kor

24. Fav. Number?
- 8

25. Fav. Season ?
- Winter!

26. Fav. Colour ?
- Pink!!!!!!!!!!

27. Currently missing people ?
- Yesh.

28. Currently mood ?
- exciting.

29. Currently listening to ?
- song on yu wen blogs

30. Currently watching ?
- New year show =)

31. Currently Wearing ?
- Mini shirt

32. First place u went tis morning?
- The computer place XD

33. Wad can u nt wait nw ?
- Goin to play paintball wif jun jun

34. Do u smile often ?
- yes but laugh too

35. R u a friendly person ?
- Maybe?


Todae,my fri are here....they all look very mature.....only i look so childish.....they are no longer fun.......they just talk talk talk.....nv play play play.....we alway play in the past.....now all just talk like wat lady or smthing....All act act one.....ACT TO BE LADY....that make me feel sick....i can't bear to see them,so just sneak off....i know i am rude but i really can't bear it..why ppl are mature when they grown up.....i wan a life where ppl keep playing prank at me.....i does'nt wanna a life when every single of my primary school fri ACTING lady-like...I feel like vomitting....I feel some kind of Betray i think......A-C-T is sooooooo not a nice word to girls......i feel very sad...maybe i should be like them....maybe i should not play wif boy....maybe i should wear skirt....maybe i should ACT ladyish...Maybe i can just hide in the room in my whole life......haiz.....i had been using this word very much...haiz haiz haiz haiz...all my fris are being to change....lucky all my primary school friends that is boy had not change....they treat me like mei mei and keep playing wif me.....i also treat them like kor....i like them...they are mature but they does'nt make me sad because they know that i don act like girls and i dun like mature ppl so they can show their true side to me.....I love ppl that is very playful and not M-A-T-U-R-E....


I am not ******,i am ****...... i had no faith in myself or anyone.......But lucky i can go to malaysia and see ah yang kor kor and my foster mummy to ask them to teach me ......1 year had pass and i haven meet them since last year..i really miss them so much...in few day time,i am gonna to see tham,i am quite nervous whther they will like me or not...my mum said i have no security feeling and however is my boyfriend will be very dao mei...hahahaha i also think so muhahahahaha....quite worried for someone.....haiz haiz haiz


1)Who was the last person to tell you "i love you" ?♥ Erm,Maybe JJ?
2) Will you ever two time your boyfriend ? ( if u had 1 )♥ Nop
3) What was the last thing you bought for yourself ?♥ Candy!!
4) What was the latest time you went to sleep ?♥Erm i think about 12.13am
5) What were you doing at 5.30pm yesterday ?♥ Watching tv!!
6) If given a chance, will you marry a millionaire ?♥NO,i prefer a finacial state that is same as me
7) On a date, what will you expect from your boyfriend ?Nothing?
8) Are you currently attached or single ?♥ Erm .... . .. . . .. .. . . . . attracted i think?!
9) What is something you want to say out aloud ?♥ I HATE CCA?
10) What are you munching on now ?♥ Candy!!1
11) What song are you listening to now ?♥ The mumbling of the tv if counted =)
12) What are your upcoming plans ?♥ do very well 4 tis year streaming !
13) What is the one favourite nickname you've given someone else ?♥JunJun
14) Name three girls who are super close to you ?♥ Yu wen,jie min and shi hui
15) Who calls you crazy or mental ?♥ JingXuan,Yu wen,shi hui even myself muahhaa
16) What are you thinking of now ?♥ Goin Toliet!
17) How did your last relationship ended ?♥ By Letter given by me
18) Who was the last one to pamper you ?♥ Mummy!
19) You have to choose either a blind or deaf guy, which one will you choose ?♥ I prefer BLIND muhaha
20) What are you crazy over now ?♥ JunJie?
21) What are you waiting for ?♥ HongBao money of course =)
22) Was your parents marriage a love or arranged one ?♥ Love ..
24) How long did your last relationship lasted ?♥I think 1yeaar plus only ><
25) Who was the last person to kiss you ?♥ A boy..
26) Who do you badly want to meet now ?♥ Junjie!
27) Do you think you deserve to be alive ?♥ Yes maybe not
29) What do you think of your current boyfriend ?♥Shy and CUTE ><
30) Have you gotten involved in any underage illegal activity ?♥ Nop,police will catch me o

This is a quiz that i taken from mei nu blog =) i think i a bit bad muhahahahahahhaaha





Wa,Todae the debate is very exciting and FUNNY!! Dunno why i keep laughing for wat...i think the boys speaks very funny wahahahhhaa...I think junjie spoke very loudy ma....but i can only heard 80% ba hehehhehee....when he sit down,his face is as red as a red tomato hahhahaha sooo cute!!


I m very trouble now......the reason is all about STUPID BOYS!!!!( no offence to boys)...EVEN IN dream,i will still dream about dead roach now......hai haiz........I AM NOW VERY TROUBLE NOW....CCAS,BOYS,MYSELF,FAMILY AND FRIENDS!!!! I AM REALLY VERY FAN...knn,fk,sk,bbc,ccb,walao,walau blahh blaahh or wat? hahahhaa all learn from friends de.....I AM VERY FAN FAN FAN FAN FAN FAN FAN FAN WHY CAN'T I JUST BE DEAD OR TURN INTO BABY....THERE IS NOTHING FOR ME TO STAY IN THE WORLD HAIZ~Maybe one day i will suicide....Just kidding just kidding just kidding muhahahahaha BUT I AM REALLY VERY FAN AND I DUN TRUST ANYONE TO TELL MY SERCET TO.......THE WORST STILL,BITTER MEDICINE.......... BLACK COLOUR.........DEBATE...i am fourth speaker.....DEAD....ONE WORD TO SAY
****FAN****


Todae is a worst day....after the math remedial,i went to shi hui house and when i go out the school,i meet junjie which is quite nice :)

After doin the debate at shi hui house and playing wif her neighbour,i take the bus back to causeway....Then i saw HAIKAL LEE,the boy that i HATE for my whole life...He saw me,i stared at him ,he came to talk to me,i still stared at him than i run away....I know that i am rude but i HATE him....He had done those thing which made me hate him forever,

1)He and me are primary school ordinary fri and we seldom talk but i know he is a bully...One day,while he is sitting behind me ,he take a big scissor and cut my long hair which i keep many year!!!!!!!! until now,my hair is still short short de.....i hate him

2) when it is my birthdae,he gimme a big box for present.when i open it,A LOT OF COCKROACH AND OTHER DEAD INSECT INSIDE THERE!!! i cried immediately and he even laugh at me....that was my worst present....

3)he keep spreading rumor that i love him......i hate him......i hate him i hate him...who said i love him!!!!

THAT ALL,althought it is only 3 thing,i still hate him.....

Todae,during recess time,jing xuan even keep pretending to take the dead roach that is 4 metre infront of me and scared me....i hate insect....than junjie and his buddys came and even started kicking the dead roach around........run away is my reaction...wat did u suppose i will do...than went back to take my belonging,the roach was infront me!!!!! jing xuan almost kick it to me.....i wan to cry already.........LAST TIME I AM GONNA TO SAY,THERE IS 5 THING I HATE IN MY LIFE

1) insect espically roach
2)BULLYs
3)Haikel Lee
4)Any person who run away when seeing me
5)THE PERSON WHO SCARED ME USING INSECT!!(but not jing xuan :) it's fun playing wif him)


sorry if i sound fearful but I AM VERY ANGRY NOW......i had never been so angry before i seen that boy plus i lose my way while goin home...i took 20 min plus to get home!!!!! ><


hahahaz i am jing wen!





Junjun


yippu~.......~ todae fall sick.........haiz......first is had fever,nxt throat pain lastly cannot get up hai.........thinking of skipping school tomorrow but parent will not let de......haizz haizz i wan to change cca to art...wa~~~~~dun wanna to talk le buaiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii~


Todae when sitting on a bus,a little boy boy that is super cute sit infront of me wif his grandmum =) soooo cute,when he turn back,i smile at him,than again and again...when he got down the bus,he say bye bye to me!!!! Wow weeeeeeeeeeeeee he sooo cute!!! i think 5 year old ba.....



Todae,is quite a peaceful day ba....but jun jie look so angry rite??!! angry wif me??!!! Todae,went to the fushan garden to play again...hehehe than at home play com,talk to Ah peng again hehhee....found that he look more hamesome again hahahhahaa....Then a uncle wif big bag of thing on his shoulder and he said tamil to me!! how am i goin to listen??? i just nod my head and nod and nod lo...then he suddenly want to shake hand so i put my hand out then WAT THE ****he kiss my hand.....my mum saw it and so she got really angry.......I quicky shake my hand off than go away le.....That indian man quicky ran away......diao.....-_-lll i very blur leh.....=(











Hiieee,Back again.....Last fridae,is the 1st school day on 2009...I still dun wan to go school.....muhahhahaaa.... the only happy thing on that day is,jun jie sit wif darlene,me sit wif furraaa,yu wen sit wif ardrina and shi hui sit beside me again!!!!! Wow Really feel very happy that i sit beside a girl =) But still would like to sit wif yu wen because she is sooooooooo cute! =0