Todae,my fri are here....they all look very mature.....only i look so childish.....they are no longer fun.......they just talk talk talk.....nv play play play.....we alway play in the past.....now all just talk like wat lady or smthing....All act act one.....ACT TO BE LADY....that make me feel sick....i can't bear to see them,so just sneak off....i know i am rude but i really can't bear it..why ppl are mature when they grown up.....i wan a life where ppl keep playing prank at me.....i does'nt wanna a life when every single of my primary school fri ACTING lady-like...I feel like vomitting....I feel some kind of Betray i think......A-C-T is sooooooo not a nice word to girls......i feel very sad...maybe i should be like them....maybe i should not play wif boy....maybe i should wear skirt....maybe i should ACT ladyish...Maybe i can just hide in the room in my whole life......haiz.....i had been using this word very much...haiz haiz haiz haiz...all my fris are being to change....lucky all my primary school friends that is boy had not change....they treat me like mei mei and keep playing wif me.....i also treat them like kor....i like them...they are mature but they does'nt make me sad because they know that i don act like girls and i dun like mature ppl so they can show their true side to me.....I love ppl that is very playful and not M-A-T-U-R-E....