EveryTime Listen to Some English Song, My heart will sink to bottom...Its like...Sad..Moody..emo..No One Care for me...The most Sadden Song is Jos Blog's song...It's so nice yet it attack my heart...I felt super sad after listening to it but i just love it...Kaili blog's song also...They r so nice yet sadding to me...I am addicted to it...I am feeling verii sad now yet i dunno the reason..maybe i am scare of smtime to be ...I beginning to love u more...I can't get out of this relationship...I realli begining to love u but it just that i can't realli believe u yet...I realli...cannot get out of this relationship le...i am addicted to u...don feel suprize...He is Not my love le...U r my love...It's ok if u wan to .... i would;nt mind or cry u know...Because i will chase u everydae! wakakkakakaakkaka nice nice nice??? Hmm..this few sentence is learnted by myself...Hmm..quite good?Everytime felt sad,i will think of sentence like this....Nobody know when i am sad...I alway joke...Dun get angry easily.I nv show my real emotions to everyone every my closest family.....I can cry easily..But i would'nt show ppl unless i felt alone..just like when i am lost..nobody came and help me...when i saw durka,she show me the way to swimming pool..i did'nt cry...But when i saw kaili,Jasmine and MingHui,i suddenly brust out into cry...i just can't explain...It just that i felt relieved to see them..They r my Fris...And they Help me...i wanna to tks them a lot but i just could'nt...I am not the person who will say mushy thing to fri..But i realli wan to tks them..They Help me when i feel lost..Tks to durka too...Dunno why suddenly wan to say this few word...It just that i can't stand Lonely...I don wan to be lonely..........
1: Besides your lips , where is your favourite spot to get kissed?- Lips cannot liao so i like forehead (: 2: How do you feel when you woke up this morning?- Eye verii swollen! 3: Who was the last person you took a photo with?- ShiHui 4: do u feel u're spolied ??-No 5: Would you ever donate blood?- I will not...I scare of injection oh man! pri 6 almost cry lo >< 6. Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex?- Yes ah...Jing Xuan,Rui Quan,Simon,Kai Xuan and many many 7. Do you want someone dead? - Nop 8. What does your last text message say?- Hmmm,Darliin i love u 9. What are you thinking of right now?- Talking wif junjun 10. Do you wish someone was with you right now?- When i was playing com ?Yes...i am bored.. 11. What time did you go to sleep last night?- I did'nt sleep 12. Where did you buy the T-shirt you are wearing now?- It's Mum buy de.... 13. Is someone on your mind right now? - JUnJuN because i am msning wif him 14. Who was the last person to text you?- I dunno >< my phone got confiscated! Maybe Yu Wen barhs 15. 10 PEOPLE TAGGED TO DO THIS QUIZ : 1. Myself( no nid do ) 2. Jasmine 3. JingXuan 4. Rui Quan( No nid to do ) 5. ShiHui ( No Nid to do ) 6. Yuwen( no nid to do) 7. Joslyn 8. Chien Ying 9. Kaili 10. Angel 15: Who is 2 having a relationship with? (Jasmine)- Dunno >< 16. Is 3 a male or a female? (JingXuan)-Male! 17. If 7 and 10 get together will that be a good thing? ( Jos and Angel )- LOL. Noo.jos haf Js le 18. What is Number 1 studying about? ( Myself)- i dun study wakkkaaaaa 19. Is Number 4 single? (Rui Quan)-Yes..he just broke up wif his Gf 20. Say something about Number 2. ( Jas )- Princess wakakakakaka 21. What do you think about Number 3 and 6 being together? ( JingXuan and Yu wen)-Yes yes! 22. Describe Number 9. ( Kaili )- Cutie!Mei Nu Nice girl! Nooo Nice LADY! (: 23. What will you do if Number 6 and 7 fight? ( Jos and Yuwen )- I would'nt help >< 24. Do you like Number 8? ( CHien Ying )- Yes.........i love her
Hiiiiiiiiiii,Long time no post le right? right? right? got miss me? i miss u... But first of all,jos HAPPY BIRTHDAE!!!!! i am the last one to say happy birthdae to u.....sob...forgive me....
Than went to yu wen home to act out the video of music project..i act ghost....they put a lot a lot of make up for me...and yu wen mum lent me a white dress? wakakkaaka soo big..than...Hmm,slagg wif jj on jos birthdae as jos is sick,js need to go bak school for training...hmm...Quite funny as we ****...lol lol...Than Must go hoem as mum angry liao...when i reach home..mum was totally angry >
And todae skellig so messy lors...I wear 4 clothes and every scene i take off 1 clothes than that mrs selvan gif me 15 marks only..sob...the more worst is she gif junjie 13 mark ONLY!! Angry ><><><><>
wakakaka Kaili not angry at me...wakakkaaka....haiss todae very sad.......when accompany shi hui to do portfolio..me and amy go play phone...Than a K-Po teacher cam and take away our phone...haiss need 7 days to take back and also need parent leh!!my parent will kill mee....haiss than amy and shi hui plus me play soccer at playground..wakakaka a bit childish right? wakakkaa i goal in9,shi hui goal in 10 amy goal in 7 wakakkakaka...And playing in rain vey fun..Hais...Than when i am goin bak...step on some metal than back backward...LOL alway fall down this few day....than i cannot get up..so stay there for 10 min plus...than get up slowly..>< i write 133 word wakakakaa Buaiiiiii dun call me for time being o...call my home ty
Haisss nothing to post these day..i think i made kaili meinu angry?? Noooooo pls...Noooooooooo i dun wan to make her angry wif me nooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!!! i dun wan....haisss exam coming...haisss..junjie nothing...jeffrey nohing to say....joslyn nothing to say...junsiang nothing to say....yu wen nothing to say....haisss...i am bored....i am really bored....my caculator spoil because i keep DIY it...than suddenly haiss dun wan to talk about it...haiss my bro handphoen is being stolen wakakakkaa gdgdgdgd
Todae...emoin....haizzz...Only JunJun and Gf joslyn care for me...the rest...haissssssss...really very bad mood...haiss...cry a bit...and use HL lesson to choing choing choing,run run run to forget everything..but i know that is useless....Hmmm,todae seem that evryone in 2/1 is in bad mood? i dunno that...
Hmmm,take a lot of junjun pic!! sooo happy wakakkakakaaaaa...hahah he forget to detele....than after school,hand in math files and portfolio wif junjun then went bak to classroom to help..actually not help,is play wakkakakaa....saw MingHui Darlin and jeffrey in there (: Help for a few min than go ka jiao junjie...muhahahhaa take his pic....take so many...wakkakaka store in phone....
Then junJun go already....sob...i wan him to stay but i cannot say out word...haiss really wan him to stay..i thought he will came bak but after waiting so long,he nv...than just now he said he is waiting for me at the school gate for 5 min!!Happy!!...After junjun left,i continue to play and help..but ka jiao jeffrey was fun wakkakakaa(ka jiao junjun more fun)....hahahhaa...Than jeffrey message yu jing something...haiss cause me had to explain so many thingy -_-lll
1 more thing..Si Jun Jie go trip me down....haiss i trip down sooo funny...wan try again wakakkakaakkaaka...Haizzz i wan emo again...It for the Exam,CCA,JunJun and most importanty is my fris...they dun care for me de....haizz But At least got shi hui and yu wen barh....haisss...I guess i am not LONELY anymore wif 1)Joslyn Bestie 2)JunJie Uncle 3)And Myself Only...
went to school....Before wenting to school,dad scold me...dunno he scold me for wat...............go lan.......Boring...cs is sooo bad on my hand...i played cs so badly.........than went home...mum scold me harshly because she know i go out after school and almost everydae go home late.....she almost wan to hit me......cry after that......than she continue to scold me after i bath......my bro...he is not mine bro....i dun wan to talk to him....i dun wan to talk to anyone incuding junjie....i wan emo....i really am emoing now.....my dad come bak..he is goin to scold me again........i am goin to cry liao~
that's shi hui o (: again,.... amy plus me amy plus me again... amy wakakakaa guess who is this wakakkaa wakakkakakaa jeffrey Haiss don haf jun jun de picture...sianzzzzzz
Hmmm,I am very angry now...This year,i lose my book that cost $10.90.....Todae I LOST MY FILE....WAT THE...Haiss i can only blame me but 2/1 had a lot of .... haissss..all of them look so kind except for subra...i can't imagine that le....
Hmmm todae went to library wif jun siang,joslyn and jun jie...junjie skip CCA!!! Hop he dun get blue forms......Than the boys go smuggled some MacDonalds food inside library than eat...wakakaka got find out by the librarians...than we keep joking wakakakakakaka the librarian wasss sooo funny hahaha....
than we went to slagg at some place and in the end go to jos home de outside to play block catching...went up to 9th floor and wait...no body find me...than went to 10,11,12...still nobody caught me....than went back to 6th floor...jun siang saw me!!!i quickly run!!!but got caught...hmm than i realished that they r worrying for me as i had not been found for 10-20 min....sobbb....sry!!!!!!!!!! ><
Hmmm than played wif they all....than went back (: now worrying for the math files le..hop it can be found at classroom barh...i can't tell mrs selvan because SHE WILL SCOLD ME...btw i found her new hairsyles very very very nice!!!it suit her very nice...make her became more prettieeee....NICE!!!
Todae is A **** Day la!! i did'nt say abd word o..i say **** only (: haiss go wif mum todae to woodland centre...after buying thing...mum go home by herself than i went to seng siong to buy thing as home is BORING,i don wan to go home so early><....When i am leaving,suddenly got a thinking...last time went to lan wif js,jj and jos..they like a bit scare of inside....out of curiously,i go there myself..><...Hmmm wat should i say...i am IDOIT to make this suggestion.....
When i reach there...nothing happen and everything seem normal so i go out...But suddenly knock on a boy...i fall down >< the boy stared at me...i stand up than he push me down again...than continue...i i did'nt cry nors...when i stand up,i stared back at the boy and stand there waiting for his reaction..Muhahahahahaha he just walk away.....lucky...I AM NOT GOIN TO LAN WITHOUT ANY BOY ACCOMPANYING ME ALREADY.....
After that,i just went home...Back r pain after falling down a few time haisss nvm..at least i am not being bully too much than that ok....
Hmmm,todae is V days...happy V day to all couple...Nice!!!!!
Todae meet wif jos,jun siang,jun jie,elston,yu jing in the morning first at causeway...Went to meet junjie and elston at library,when i saw them,quicky hide my face...wakakaka they nv saw me...Than playinig hide and seek wif junjie they all at causeway blah blah i purposely run all around...wakakaka they cannot find me...
Than went to timezone play for a while than went to watch da xi shi...than yi ling call me...shock >< ....Went outside wif junjie and yu jing to meet wang june,yong tai and yi ling...Hmm,than went bak watch movie...haizz nv be able to watch finsh the movie..so pity....haizzz...Hmmm finally saw elston true face,face to face le..quite cute wors...
Than than than went to library.....JunJun did smthing funny...we laugh verii long...than than went to jos home...accidenly lock the door...the maid very fierce...haizzz..than hmm,got some intersting happen...We play True or dare in arouund jos home...hmm...first punishment of dare is jos kiss junsiang...sec is i kiss junjie de HAND..Third is I kiss junjie de forehead...Fourth is i run up and down teh staircase..fifth is me run to 4th floor and up again...sixth is junjun carry me....wakakakkakaakakaka pro >got some i think but i forget liao >< than we went bak home le wakakaka END OF THE STORY TY
Becareful!!!! Jeffrey again soooo cool Two boy who ka jiaoing me soo guai now..sleeping in process Hmmm,finally took his pic (: Leaving.....so saddy Miss wu or mrs wu??? or mdm wu???? dunno Head muhahaaa Forget wat is this le Naked mermaid....See i so bian tai wakakkaa Eating my tibits lor... The boy again muhahaaha he stealing my tibits to eat sia tiger car?soo cool The guy who keep ka jiaoing me Husband and wife??? soooo eeeeeeee Fat fat de...cute!!! U take pic,i take u muhahahaaa Shara and hafiza...zi hao and jeffrey dun let me take...so shy... Hmmmm,very scary... Hawpa villa o Hmmmm,Jing Xuan Coach!!! ahhh who is this? i dunno just take for fun de My new know friends samantha JunJun smiling sooo cute Hmmm,Zi hao
Todae at morning,meet SOMEONE and exchange spme present (: Wowwwww Puppy...Love it so muchie..tks (:Than saw some Lolipop (:Yummy (: Than went to yu wen house's downstair to wait for her...but wif no light...i was so dark...i almost wan to cry...no body came and save me....i am lonely....
Than line up according to the bus number of the learning journey....Gif the lolipop to 7 ppl in the class who is goin hawpa villa (:When we got there,two boy which is sec 1 keep on ka jiaoing me.....but quite fun (: i dun chase them when they irrated me (:see i so good (: Hmmm,than treasure hunt begin....we run run run until dying...the lrd not human lor...he dun gif us break...keep on running....haizz...Than the boy came and ask me for tibits...i gif him,he gif me bak after eating some...than came bak for more..>< Yu wen sooo cute that time..keep holding my bag like she is scare of losting her way....sooo cute (: like a kingdergarden child (:
Than shi hui and junjun keep sms me,call me which is fun but almost caught by the teacher o (: Nice one....than hmm...nothing fun happen >< After that,went to the canteen and meet yu wen,shi Hui,and Amy...hmmm,almost thought that i will get yellow form as i plan to skip the math bridging todae....ming hui than sms me that bridging is cancel...heng ah (: Hmmm than went to many playground to play (: After that,i went to Amy home and Howard home?...hmm quite fun wors...But saw Amy bro at toilet....wa....i was like stunned.....
Hmmm,when i am sitting..a boy came close me..i didn't recognize him until he walk away...haikel lee....he is avoiding me....i dun care...i dun even wan to look at him....i hate him....Then went to play swing at amy house's downstair....
When i am goin home....rain came.....no umbella.....nobody cam and save me.....i am loney and alone.....i am sad now....so dun care about me....Happy bithdae junjun
Waaaa,todae debate i very pai seh leh.....put a sign on my table that say H-E-L-P...muhahahahahaha many ppl laugh lo....when it is my turn to debate...wa...i hide my face in the paper.......yu wen and shi hui keep asking me to say louder....my voice like ....haizz cannot blame me ma...i haven change voice lors....JunJun change le,elston change le >< haizzzzz.....Debate keep seeing junjie running about,changing place lors....haizz i nv get so pai seh in my WHOLE LIFE ><
And i fall down when goin to the back of the class...Jing Xuan laugh at me...JunJie like dun care dun care de...the 4 only like care care one is jie min,yu wen,jos and Shi hui.....jie min bring me to the sick bay and the tecaher help me apply medicine.....wa...,..i keep holding shi hui hand...pain ma....i hate medicine,i hate to apply medicine lors.....haizzz pain >< than jing xuan even hit my head soooo hard...i think i see star...luckily jie min help me o =)
Hmmm,then help jing xuan to do some math thingy...the pay back is no bullying me for 2 weeks =)....hehehehehe...than swimming lesson cannot go..keep looking at junjie >< lol...next week goin to deep pool to swim leh.....nv nervous...hehehe than shun bian take some photo of junjie,wang june and zi hao lo...yu wen say me bian tai......haizzz she alway say me bian tai,act cute...that make me feel like scolding her....haizzz better act tough o?or stop being childish?...can't.....childish very nice wors.....=)well,i am not les and bian tai o ><><>< remember o...dun remember,came to me,i will make u remember....joking joking (:
Math lesson keep looking at junjie lors...he keep laughing...so nice =) been normal again (: dunno why when he laugh,i also wan to laugh also....he can affect ppl wif his laugh lors =) quite nice de =)
Than when taking bus to home at 7pm,fall down again >< haizzz wif all these injury....hmm,quite fun?hmmm,pain lors...not fun but i told elston that it is fun sia hehehehehehe dun like ppl worry lors...see i so good......Actually ppl worry about me,make me very happy because at least they C-A-R-E for me =)My mum like say next time becareful without looking at me....haizzz...Hmmm,i record is fall down 3 time one day only....must break record...must must must =)...dun quite like mrs selvan lors....alway say me talking.....only borrow pen from shi hui and other ppl ma....she alway look out for me de....i dun wan to sit infront of the classroom lors....Buaiiiii
Hmmm,hehehehe yiling affected me le...she alway say hmm de so i copy her lors..... =) hmmmm....todae kinda of make jj "ANGRY"....hmmmm..dunno if i am over min gan onot la....haizz...it all happen when i "accidentely"(actually a bit gu yi de o) hit junjie head toooooo hard.....my hand also very pain after hitting his head...wa...so hard,like a helmet o =)than i check my hand....veins all came out.....ammalina told me to say sorry but i dun wan (: see i so bad =)
Than amy go tell junjie smthing that is WRONG....her ear got problem sia....next time dun tell her sercet le o =) but she very cute o :)hmmmmmm,I notice smthing.....Does someone misunderstand that i am A LESBIAN? i said i am not a les le ok......if not why i care so much about jj feeling?jkjkjkjkjkjkjk...is just that i dun like to be call les.....haizzzz...les is a bad word o....to me lerhs =)hmmmm,got forbbiden to said bad word liao..if he scold hor,i am gonna to scold o =) hehehehehehehehehehehehe jkjkjk bad word not nice,so dun scold or say or shout or scream it loud larhs =) kkkk,i gtg.....looking forward to feb 14...Erm,one more thing.....DUN ALWAY THINK I WILL NOT GET ANGRY HOR...IF I GET ANGRY,I CAN MAKE U CRY DE....SO DUN ALWAY JOKE WHEN U SEE ME NOT SMILING...I HATE IT U KNOW....
Got this from kai's blog...haiss everytime took quiz from her blog feel very pai seh but too boring le...haiss haisss haiss wishing wed will not reached......wan to go terminal sia....haisss.....lucky got yu wen accompany me to wat "haba" willage and jeffrey,haifiza too....farah will be goin too??? i dunno tht =)
1. which place u LAST visit ? - Living room (:
2. wad r u waiting for now ? - Waiting for jos to reply me o,in msn only
3. r u currently smiling or crying ? - None,i am emoing
4. name 10people u shared a drink with + some info. wth ! 10 people !!! -.- - Shi hui- With cola at mac =) - Mummy-Cola too at kranji - Father-cola too - ex-boyfri.-couple drinks at meloxdrinks - JunJie...jkjkjk nothing r done - Yu wen?well,i dun quite remember - Brother wif rootbeer,cola,pesi and others - isabella wif a lot of drink - Rui quan-A big drink of cola...drink until so bloated lo...so bad lo he - Ying Ying wif cola again Ps...hehehee i love cola....it is my only drink that i love =)
5. when is th last tym u cry ur hearts out ? - Friday =)
6. wad r u hoping of now ? - My puppy
7. do u tink wad u r hoping of will come true ? - Everything i wished...sercet....
8. Last present u prepare ? - Junjie de birthdae persent and kaixuan de..he's leaving singapore soon...sobby
9. y do u tink ppl wants to tok to u ? - Cause they r boring only...i am only back-up....
10. Last person u msg-ed ? - Junjie
11. wad do u msg him or her ? - Couple Thing?Nahhhhh
12. Last person that msg-ed u ? - Yu Jing
13. wad do he/she msg u 4 ? - asking whther my dog haf arrive or not
14. wad did u all tok about ? - About Junjie mostly bahs....
15. hu u block in msn ? - My brother ><
16 . hu r u chatting with now in msn ? - Joslyn!
17. wad is _____ ( th person u tokin to ) saying ? - I forget liao...but all about love de thingy o
18. name out 3 tings u done todae ? - 1.Breath in air -2.Msning -3.blogging
19. wad is something that u wan to sae it out loud ? - BAD WORDS
Todae soooo funny muhahahaha i laugh until stomach ache o muhahhahaaa
At night,went to supermarket wif mum to buy some food,when we went down,i go touch touch a wat cuttlefish or wat...i expect it to be hard hard de,but it is soft soft one so i sream nor.....everyone looking at me.....I quickly said" got cockcoach"Than EVERYONE LOOKING AT THE FLOOR...muhahahaha so funny i quicky walk away and laugh like hell....mum thought i crazy or wat muhahahaaaaa
Haizzz,todae during math lesson,this stupid pig go message me to go toilet!!!!! seeing that miss wu haven came,i angirly go find him.....junjie saw me angry wors.....hop he dun think i am angry wif him ba....Really angry at him wors.....keep on messaging me for wat......think i same school wif him can anyhow go see him ah....know me so long already still wan play play....lol...anyway,he is shock when i stare at him muhahahahahahahaha....so happy =)...now he would'nt think i will not fa huo...hehehehehe bad for him nors,i bad mood than he go play play message that KIND of prevert message ><....
By the way,math lesson sooo fun todae....manii ppl joking around =) saw Zi hao looking at JunJie so i may as well look at junjie nors....than all laugh ....muhahahahahaha....Suddenly remember smthing..yesterdae,while jeffrey drinking water,kaili suddenly say he cute...after 5 sec,jeffrey splash out of his mouth and the girl beside him all wet wet de....muhahahahaa next time must try on junjie see see =) but make sure he dun drink water first =)
Todae angry angry,dunno whther junjie will shock or not hehehehehehehe
Note* The last post is just kidding about junjei de...no need to take note of that =)
Todae briding,haizz haizzz,miss lim keep asking me to write the formula of (a+b)2,a2+b2,and (a-b)2.......i keep making mistake....>< over 10 time i write...>< 3 x10 equal to 30!!!!!!Lol muhahahahaa
Then saw junjie....thought he is waiting for me...then he went to the next next table and chair to sit...then i realish he had briding too.....>< sooo pai seh....><><><><><><>< next time dun xiang tai dou le.......next time see him must must run away...but math lesson dunno where to run le.....I think too much....haizz haizzz so pai seh sooooo pai seh sooooooo pai seh sooooooooo pai seh.....really very very pai seh.....i dun dare to talk to him now >< just treat that i am afking ba...if he talk to me than ok muhahhahahaahahahaha i mean in msn o...dun xiang tai dou too =)
Todae fall down junjie nv bother about me!!!muhahhahahahaa wan to step yu wen foot than lost my balance....haizzzzzz
The swimming coach soooo haiz...alway wan me to improve my swimming syles...he than teach me privately...he hold both of my hand and teach me...dunno why suddenly got one feeling...not shy la....is hop that junjie can hold my hand like this muahhahahaa just kidding de la....than when i started swimming,he hold my leg!!!!! i ask him who catch my leg...and he say ghost catch de....muhahahaha sooo funny....
than i realished that i HAD TURN DARKER.....next lesson planning to lie to teacher that i cannot swim not that i am sick,is ........