School time...our soccer team won...tht great...skip skip skip...

after school,went to YG club...Quite fun there (= thn elson go lent me bicycle to ride..at first,super hard to balance...but lata,I can ride a bit le...(= muhahaha....Thn a senior go treat me and amy for movie (- harry potter...muhahhaa!! free de!!! wakakaka...

Thn go meet kor they two..went home got scolding...cry until cannot stop...Found out tht slashing hand wrsit is a good method...just slashed....wrist all mark of line and line and lines....hais....suddenly felt hopeless....hais..stupid feng hao stupid feng hao stupid feng hao!! u bully me verii fun ah...I not easy to bully OK!


220 post..yah....Now sooooo sian!!!! elston kor u play cheat maaaa....the psp,when i go bak,no battery le la....grrr u say 30% verii long,i use 1 hour no battery leeeeeee..ggrrr!! aiyoyoyo...

Todae...FT lesson was slacking alone...In science lesson,Miss tang go scold me...Mood veri bad after tht...ammalina talk to m...i show her attuide...Sorry!!~Thn My face was like sooo firece...until miss tang said:"jingwen,u ok or not?? U r still here?(about like this la)" thn i stop angrying for no reason zzz....But mood still verii bad...Thing haf been bad for me theese few days...

recess...Was fun...But...dunnno why...zzz....fend hao was saying:" junjie de laopo,guan ming de laopo"bad mood...no choice,i purposely go step his leg and walk...but he was like no feeling?? I heavy leh... >.< duuno la...Music lesson was a toture..i hate singing to the hell of my life yet i haf to sing...Yu wen was scared lol...quarruel a bit wif yu wen and shi hui...thn went bak for math...zzz....equally bad mood...was showing everybody attuide when they talk to me...Erm..Sorry ba...kinda show sweetheart a bit attuide..a bitttt onli..ABITT!!!sorry ma...T^T

after school,went to yu wen house...Her dog keep licking me...cute!Thn went to briding....So sianz...Than after briging went bak to yu wen house...found out tht shi hui and yu wen haf been eatting egg!!! I love egg!!! sobbb...i also wan ma.....Thn continue..her dog lick me like i am lolippop...thn i go kiss her dog...kawaiii!!...went to elston kor there and talk PSP tht haf no battt after coming home!! zzzzzzzz...

ahhhhh tomorrow scare!!! hop no soccer match because i am bad in soccer!!in all sport,i am verii scared of soccer....first time kicking,i fall down...second time kicking,i keep into my own goal...third time kicking,My team lose.....zzzzzzzzzzzzz ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!


Hais....everything is bored now....Sainz.....Todae yu jing birthdae...wen xia and diana staying overnight at her home while i go my home...hais..i also wann..but mum will not let de....while in yu jing home,veri strange because there is a boy(cute cute wor) was standing alone at kitchen...LOl...a bit starneg..but lata was laughing wif yu jing they all..(- bored bored bored..bye..


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I delete my post again and again.....Haf no mood now....bye.


If you want to see a rainbow , you must qo thru the rain .
If you want true love , you must qo thru the pain .
& invisible tears are the hardest tears to wipe away .

This were from yours blog....so i also wan to gif u a poem.


I know you're going crazy,
I've been there too.
I can see how the weight is making your knees bend,
Let me take some of it from you.
Don't keep yourself closed off,
I am here for you to open up and let go.
There is so much you can't forget or forgive,
Let me help you cope, we can work things out together.
I hear the pain in your voice,
You need me now.
Don't worry, I'll move heaven and hell to get there.
You can't talk, you won't talk about it,
I understand.
Put your worries in my hands.
Lay your head down,
And believe that I will do anything to stop your tears.
You're ready to give up, you've stopped,
I want to be able to give you the strength to keep going.
Link arms with me, Let's move on,
As one living, breathing, loving, being.
Know that you can put faith in me.
I will be your rock, I will be your dwelling,
I am here with you, for you always.

Imgaine U and junsiang r these couple...(=
From now onward,
no emoing,
No crying
No crying alone...
Friend r here for u,
sister r here for u
JunSiang R here for u too!
and everyone is here for u.!


Can't control.....Jie min todae does'nt talk to me and i does'nt talk to her..she treat me like invisible...Can't i just release my anger JUST for one day?..I wanna to be like some ppl who can just scold ppl they wan anytime...But i can't...I look like extra....I feel like extra...I even do things Like extra....Do more and more ppl starting to hate me..?

Todae was a disaster....In PE...nadia keep Letting the ball go all direction....Keep gotting scold by ppl when i went over their side...it's my fault????nvm...Realli not purposely ma......Mother tougue...OMG....miss chong let us eat lolipop...But within 5 min,she ask us to throw in dustbin....I cannot bited the sweet off...Bo bian...throw all alway....Xin tong la....Thn i see some ppl still eating when the class started...I sound and seem lik stupid...Why i throw the lolipop away la...sob~~~thn....Went home as yu jing and elston kor is sick..so cannot go watch movie...hais....

My Voice is soooo eeyore....When i sing,I find it not nice....even shi hui sing better thn me oh....=(...Bored bored bored...bye bye bye


Yesterdae cannot post...dunno why...Now also quite strange....The Blogger.com like spoil le??? I am typing my post by the preview now Lol...Ok..yesterdae was in a total angry...someone from 2nd floor keep on dumping water down...When i go the sopt haf look,The water come falling down!!! Luckily i ran away....grrr....Unlucky~~

ok..todae....The paper crane....Shi hui go take mine and gif to kaili....as kaili is collecting...She and yu wen laugh when i realish tht my crane is gone..But verii heartbroken tht time..i realli dunno why......Maybe it's my first time makin...so is heartbroken when it is taken away..And.....In recess....Jie min "SAY" me when i wan go di siao ppl...Tht time still mood verii bad..plus she keep on "SAYING" me...so i shouted at her....shout and shout until i dun wan say anymore...shi hui was lik shock?she went over to yu wen side after we all quiet...Lol..

Dun intend to say sorry now...
Music class is Soooo fun!!! Were playing and joking wif shi hui and yu wen....second finger got black and purple in colour...And it hurt sooooo Much when i touch a bit hard...zzzz...unlucky......ok...bye!


Just now,cousin and kor kor they all went out to "see" singapore again..My dad dun let me go for no reason...zzzz....But..Lata Goin to sakura to eat buffet!!! muhahaha must eat more more since my dad is paying!! (:: Hmm....mny ppl r talking about their height..so...i also wan talk...I haf grown Fattt!!!! Omg...zzz.......hais.................... Tomorrow!!!! will be a fun day ^^ btw..cousin is returing bak todae on 10.30 pm...^^ can haf my room bak~~ muhahahaha...Will update lata if haf time because I haven Done my Homework!!!!! sooo mny homework waiting for me to K.O them...sob...bridging de hoemwork dam more de....1 whole chapter hoemwork leh.....80 plus question...zzz wan murder me...I would'nt be K.O by Homework!!! Grrrr choing ah!!!!!!!!!! ( i am mad)


My dad is been irrating yesterdae...My cousin and his girlfri yesterdae come...From penang..Ok that great...But i was asleep...My dad go kick me and said Loudy:Aiya,Dun fake sleep la...Go meet your cousin..." thn he go laugh...I dun think is funny...Ppl sleeping and he lidat do..NOT FUNNY at all...

Ah xian kor kor was goin out wif bro and his gf to "See" singapore....haha...did'nt go because need to save money..sob..they also goin to vivo city leh..sob..zoo too~~ wawawawa!!!!...Ok...i am sad...envy~~~~.Let wish wang june happy birthdae...^^

Hmm...Todae was sianning...Played game wif elston kor...Wa..he 心机很重...play game sooo good..and set trap sooo good...I felt for it sooo mny time..Grr tomorrow thn play!!!!! i will beat u!!!! muhahahaha...Ah jie mondae comming bak ^^ (:: happy!! buai!


Ok...i admitted tht just now was angry about chinese teacher....Here...i said..sorry...Think about it....It's my fault too...ok...i am sorry i am sorry i am sorry i am sorry!!! ): todae was like emoing.....If ah jie was here,he sure encourage me de.....why he haf to go to his cousin wedding?..Hais....without him is sianz now....
(move to private blog)

ok...Tht my private thing...Am i realli tht weak?...?I just wan to cry when ppl scold me and when they bully me....why can't i cry since i am a girl?...Dun look at me wif tht pathetic look....Why can't i be stronger when ppl scold me?...Must jia you! next time tio scold,cannot cry!!!!!! must!!!!!!!! (:

ok...i am emoin now for the god sake....any1 wan pei me to emo> i realli verii sad.....I keep remembering wat chinese teacher said....althought it's a small thing,but i still......remember....I can't stand ppl scolding me....start scolding me,i will emo the whole day....why alway lidat?....been scold is a small matter...but why....why i keep remembering...

i realli dun wan to emo....how? dunno why wanted to post ths blog...maybe would be posting until next week...because posting post will make me emo...ok....


todae was late for school!!~8.20 plus thn reach class....unlucky..thn miss fasha go out take her laptop....Jing xuan go sabo me to stand up mny time....>.< and i sabo....hmm....darlene and wang june...muhahahas...tht fun....look behind..nv saw ah jie...sad...Thn english period was playing period to me..throwing roll up-paper to subra they all...all throw me...verii fun hor!!? ok....PE was fun too.....detention...i hate detention....the aunt released me at 10.40am...sobb!! Next time dun wan late le la!...

Mother tougue...shi hui dun haf paper so she sat beside me....Thn passed a letter to jing xuan saying tht ask him to call the teacher as i scare to call the teacher thn miss chong saw it...SHe scold me...Ok tht i accept it...But when shi hui talk to me for the chinese thing,she scold me...Ths time so loud..wat....she wan everyone to know ah? just talk onli haf to do ths...I dun care if she read ths post..i will show her attuide from now.....


Ok...now i am fed up wif a person...somemore a GIRL!...i REALLI dun like her.....she's in 2/1...I haf to face her everyday...13th year old onli become lidat...zzzz....I dun wan to see her....Realli dun like her....Ok...I haf complain about her to shi hui....She should know who am i talking about...hais....junjie goin malaysia.....tomorrow >.< dun wan to comment about tht ok....I am completely fed up about tht girl...she sabo me ok....she make teacher angry wif me and i dunno how to explain to her....AM I SO HAO QI FU....grrrrr!!! Mess wif me and i bit uuue!!!! rowl~~(do i sound like a dog?)^^ shi hui: I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU!!! I DUN CARE!!! I WAN SHOW OFF TO YUWEN!!!!WAKAKAKA...SHE WILL BE JEALOUS..MUHAHAHAA...YOU R MINE!



mood:Unhappy...


in morning....STomach pain until siao.......Siao le siao Le....

Todae mrs selvan nv go to 2/1 and teach...hmm...hmm....dun wan to make any comment..in Private blog thn make comment...muhahahas...Sad lor....Cannot go kindergarden.....It's not fair whether how much i think....Wan Comment or Correct me,Thn TAG AT MY TAGBOARD!...verii unhappy about ths thing...>.<

after school went oout (: Saw joslyn sweetheart,chien ying,vynx and Js and plus mny mny i dunno...Ok tht was fun...When bak after tht..(: Bye...


Todae In school just skip for wat reason i dunnol....so...kindergarden...

Walk alone to kindergarden because angel they all eating and i dun wan to eat..hmm...Those kid look at me and smile...sooo kawaii!Thn they all come liao...i talk care of K2 ppl as usual ^^ But my group gt the bian tai kid....I help him get a name..He tio scold almost every time...Subra's Brother o? Lol jokin la...Subra seem to get better i think~~ (: and Jeffrey say me call me dun flirt wif those kid...Grrr...

Was fun...But dunno wat jing xuan and "Antony"(dunno how to spell) teach wat to 2 kid..They go touch me....U two go watch out..!


Ok...angry now....Let's slowly talk...

Todae mrs selvan call me and few girl to go out to talk..she said we all change place durng other period and Just say us..But i nv change place at all...why say me lor....
我不服气。。。。！！
我好好讨厌自己！！！
每次都会是我被人误会和伤害。。。
为什么？？为什么我不能像别人一样。。。
可以为自己讨回公道。。。
好像每个人都在骗我。。


science lesson was totally bored...Was hungry tht time...Dunno why...Stomach sooo pain...blame my dad lor...nv let me eat any bread or drink milk on morning....Pain~~....hais hais...was singing behind teh classroom...jasmine and ying jing plus angel sing so loudly and sweet~ (:

Music~slack...english....Dun let mrs selvan check my nail because it's long and she keep on wanting me to cut but i dun wan..lala~...Math....Heng ah....I did'nt do homework...sianz....i dun wan admit tht i did'nt do....The teacher was scold like hell to those ppl.....Verii scared...I bet i will cry if the teacher was yelling at me....sorry ah...

Went to kindergarden...There gt one thing verii angry....and a bit regret....Was playing fun wif the kids...Lol..a kid was biting me...Lol...i pretended to bite him bak and he laugh (: he's my favourite kids!Piggyback some ppl too...but there haf a indian kid tht is verii naughty and bad...he pour water on the sand..and kick ppl..and most bad thing is...he is go ka jiao me LOL...Thn he tio scold...no....tio yell by the teacher there...>.<

after tht...went to see those kid eat thing...they eating so cute...But i sit wif the indian kid...he's playing all the time lor....Thn listen to angel say story..wakakaka...Went bak to listen there...Same...The indian kid sit beside me...He bian tai....bian tai bian tai bian tai...Touch my****and *****....Bian tai....!! i not pretty so no need to touch...wan touch go touch angel de..hehehe...went bak after tht...But ez-link card cannot pass throught because there no money....because who ever found my wallet used up the money inside before returning bak to me...hais...and i broke le lor...so borrow money from angel...angel kind (: K...done...Now i am bak (:


Todae go watch movie...Cannot watch drag me to hell...hais...But watch a anime call ice?? Ice wat??? Huh?? I forget >.< but was funny!! Amy accompany me to go too...and a few ppl too (:: *special People" amy said tht drag me to hell can watch on youtube..^^ lata go watch...and after tht,went to eat KFC....Tht time,a group of malay girl was looking at us dunno why... i dunno...but Amy knows tht they r looking at us,she she show them a diao look....argg!! why dun tell me!! i can show them a pig face...wakakakkaa (::

went to shopping and Library...Borrow two ghost stories...I bet i can't sleep tonight.....But i love ghost stories..Yuppi wakki! (: I hop school can close down for 1 week ma...I am still in holidae mood leh....Brought a small dairy book and record wat happen everydae...Put in bag everydae,I am gonna to write Someone's bad thing if they scold me...wakakaka...Hahaha joking joking..nt so evil la...

P.S:I found My wallet bak!!! Todae,the aunt gif my wallet bak to mrs selvan and mrs selvan pass bak to me...happy...But...Inside de money all gone and ez-link card de money also gone..At least no need to pay more money on The new card..so gdgdgd...


曹：我的心想唱首歌給妳聽歌詞是如此的甜蜜可是我害羞　我沒有勇氣　對妳說一句我愛你
卓：為什麼你還是不言不語難道你不懂我的心不管你用什麼方式表明我會對你說我願意
曹：千言萬語裏只有一句話能表白我的心
卓：千言萬語裏只要一句話就
合：能夠讓我們相偎相依
曹：我愛妳　妳是我的茱麗葉(卓:茱麗葉)我願意變成妳的梁山伯
合：幸福的每一天　浪漫的每一夜
卓：把愛不放開　　　
曹：因為 Ｉ　ｌｏｖｅ　ｙｏｕ
卓：我愛你　你是我的羅密歐(曹:羅密歐)我願意變成你的祝英台
合：幸福的每一天浪漫的每一夜　美麗的愛情祝福著　未來

(: Lyric...Find super long de..I blur blur go find other website >.< Tomorrow school again....I does'nt wan to go school.....Three reason..Haven done my homework....and the rother two reason is a sercet TY...(: Bored Bored Bored...Bored...Bored...JunJie they all go tounery....Verii fun hor...Elston korrrr!! Next time i also wan go in play maaaaa~!! Must teach meeee!!! Must must must must must must must must must must must must..Look like sooo fun lorrrr!!! u 4 boy all can play i cannot play...-,- jealous leh... ):


Todae go to kingdergarden verii fun!!!!! The kids was so funn!! but i lost my wallet tht is bad...i need to pay the money myself because i keep it a sercet to myself..i did'nt tell my parent...hais..BYE!!


First time Hate someone so muchx!!!! I hateeeee!!!! dun wan say about school...so...
skip skip skip skip skip

Go kindergarden for CIP wif yu wen,kaili,jasmine,jeffrey and a boy...dunno call wat name xP..At first was super boring de lor..The kids dun wan play wif me and kaili...But afterward,we were liek playing so Much fun...The kids was sooo funn...Short post onli..Bye...Tomorrow also goin! (:


200 Post liao..Ok...I am happy...^^...Todae kinda of Mood swing like els kor said....so was emoing almost evry time ok...

todae learnt somethin...We can nv look at a boy too often or they will think tht U like him...Ths is a precious Lesson to me....!! LOL..

whole lesson messaging to kor and jiex....Was not paying attention.....Almost tio caught by math teacher and mdm soh..Ok..See i so lucky!?Tomorrow must Smileeee~~! Or else i would'nt get My bear bear!! Make a bet wif someone in 2/1...He/she said tht if i smile all the day,he buy em a bear bear!!!!!! woppee!! (=