Todae made sushi wif mum..LOL..in the end was okok ba..made for ah jie to eat (: Thn went out to cut hair..But the aunt cut my hair until...hais..messy...i dun wan go school le la..ugly...Thn went to watch a movie call "band slam"...a bit not nice to watch at first..Keep on di siaoing someone.. LOL !In middle walkin,yu jing water bottle de water come out..the thing inside her bag all wet wet de..LOL !..he BOF picture was spoil...and she was mad....kekeke~~

they all see my hair like a bit shock... >.< Thn....i go pinch all of them de nose..wakakaka...elston kor de nose most nice to pinch...wakakas...Hmm...thn went to buy something...Went home..Ok short post! Bye!Waittt!! who wan jog jog jio me out!! (:


omg..i m telling myself not to cry for little things..not to cry not to cry not to cry not to cry....NOT TO CRY!!!But i just can't control...hahaa...as usually..there's no one for me...someone just asked me to call him and i gif him attuide...I dun mean it...is just tht...i dun like ppl to comment on me..and when ppl ask him to stop it,he just continue..i hate this kind of person...


LOL !...YESTERDAE WAS SOO FUNN...

5PM went to causeway wif mum..meet up wif her fri and sons..thn we wne to shopping...After tht..buffet!! yummy!!...The BBQ is soo yummi! Thn we stay there until 11pm...after tht went bak to causeway to watch movie..tht is call final destination 4...super scary de..keep on tio scare...lucky mum gimme her hand to hold..Thn when we went out of the cinema,it's already 2.30 am le LOL !

the causeway point was so dark..little ppl is there...got lost in causeway for a few min..can't find the way out..thn take taxi home le...the taxi driver soo muddlehead...dunno marsiling drive is at where...keep on drving wrong way...>.< in the end,the taxi fare is 11,60..Play cheat leh the uncle..Normal from causeway to home at night is onli like 4-5 dollar..the uncle cheater...


Angel: LALALA. Today JiNGwEN mOlEst! Keep on huggg me. HAHAH. JKJK

JingWen:grrr.....I will hug moree!!!!!! on wed...wakakakkaaaaaaa

akira★アキラ: ahhem so sorry RELINK me again tanks tanks

JingWen:u dare change link again,i dun link le...blah blah

EeYore: Linky !

JingWen:Kor..u got change link meh??

Vynx: play with so many boys ltr junjie jealous how?? lols kidding lah

JingWen:He would'nt de la..100% sum ba

♥, JOSLYN: LOL! cry in hall , nid hiqh 5 one mah ? -.-

JingWen:Need! next time must pinch your face if u cry again ...

junjie: wakakka computor fix
junjie: -,-"

JingWen:awww....i can't post private thing in blog to scold u le...


Ok..all tag replies...Hais....yesterdae was siann..my dad wake me up by just asking me to eat thing...I am a perosn who u wake me up,U R DIED...so i scold him..gif him attuide...But nvm de la..anyway he is drunk...


Update~~


Todae NO HL...a bit upset ba..because i am looking forward to it from wednesday...hais...

English..Skip~ PE...was fuunn...but wangjune,subra,junjie play the ball so violent..they throw so hard...onli can catch one time..zzz....Thn...wait for ppl to go...at hall cry...wif shi hui,ming hui and yu wen...i dunno why i cry(shi hui know..)....But was feeling not ok....hais..>.<

Thn..mother tougue..LOL..i am the only one tht sit infront...was feeling even more down...haha...After school..shi hui go find miss ong...and i went to YG...thn aderlene was like having some trouble wif her classmate..her stupid classmate was like go hell...go bully her and threaten to hit her...stupid...intend to do something...tht might put me in danger..But i dun care..Btw YG was funn...found two small tiny rat..junsiang=violent..he bully the rats!! LOL..i also bully a bit...kekekke~~Thn went to play game wif...dunno their name..But can remember some..kingsten...remus...yaxin..amy...aderlene..and mny mny boys...they=super violent...LOL...Nothin le ba..bye..


last few night haf been crying...kor and junjie keep on scaring me about ghost...wat if sleep must cover blanket if not the vampire will...ahhhhh...i am scared leh!!!every year this month and july make me wanted to cry the most..yet junjie keep scaring me...T.T i complain to my baobei thn u all will know!



Todae mood=Bad...

In morning..mrs selvan..she come in..i have to take out my 3rd and fourth earring...sian...verii pain to put bak leh...because recently just pierce...hole haven recover..zzz...i am gonna to pierce 5th and 6th togther within this year..anyone wan pei me again? LOL...Hmm...Thn science...was sianz...miss tang ask me question about light and she scold me becasue i dunno how to answer...I hate science maa....vynx at beside keep on movin,looking thing..so keep on staring at him for a few moment...wakakaa he nv noticed...thn noticed his hair...got a urge to destroy it...LOL...cough cough...

Thn recess..Something happen..so...hide somewhere to cry a bit...no one noticed....good? but still verii sad for no reason...After tht english...slack again...Music..our group got cancel 1 mark..sian....2 mark been cancel le la...baka!angry...something happen....cannot control..wan to brust out into cry..so ask teacher for permission to go toilet...cry...slash my wrist again...verii hard this time...bleed a bit....but i onli slash 3 time...can't control...think of other ppl like shara and ming hui..so stop it...but still cry..after tht went bak to teh music room..no one noticed i cry...Hahas....god bless me?

after tht..math was quite funn...tio scold by miss kok a few time LOL..but still joked wif shi hui kaili they all..haha...Thn bridging...I act funny...LOL..keep on sabotaging yong tai..His temper soo good..not angry de...so sabo more LOL >.< After tht went to yu wen house for music project again....i bully yu wen de dog >.< her dog so cute sia!!! i loveeee!!!! Tht's all...



really..i am so fan about something...No one in school really understand me...right? they just thought tht i am a nv emo girl.. a strong girl...I hate this kind of impression...i dun wan to be strong...Crying everydae make me wanted to quit school...i wan someone to pei me cry....But i knwo i can't be selfish...todae is totally dissapoint...No one actually come to an wei me...they all just do thier own stupid thing...I hate it.....dunwan to say anymore...the so-call best friend can't even noticed tht i cry...hahas...how worthless i am...haha...


todae goin to say sorry to 3 person..



Todae was late wif chien ying..but she get to go first because the teacher know tht she 's a malaysian..hais...so bored..but lucky the teacher nv confiscate my ez-link...^^ no need detention....Thn went up for SR period..forget to bring pencil case and i nv wear the skirt..so was folding and wearing the skirt at same time..so fan....T.T But junjie sit beside me!! Tht's great (:

Thn math..sorry zafren...Make u tio scold by miss kok LOL..TT.TT write on teh white board a few sentence to darlene and sit down...look at other ppl's writing..suddenly saw one time.."Happy birthdae Jeffrey!" saw this..so a bit naughty..go take a blue marker,cross out jeffrey de name and put darlene name...jeffrey go call me siao jing wen..zzzzzzz....grrr...

Dance..new dance was great! i love it's step for no reason...espically the part when we turn circle wif partner.....fun fun!! recess time..intend to go sport and wellness wif yu wen de..but in the end no...because was hungry...>.< sorri....thn...D&T...go hit feng hao..ah..this dun intend to say sorry..beacuse shis stupid pigg say wan hug MINE junjie!! grrr..rowls~~Thn...hit vynx de head and scold him a bit bit bit..a bit onli >.<...Mood bad after "someone" talk to me...kneel down infront of u in my heart and say sorry~~ LOL....during D&T,my work is almost done!! except for pasting teh pieces together thn done le..but verii diffcult becuase if the gap is more thn 1 cm,my work is destroy..Haisss~~safter school..slack a bit at canteen ba...nothin le


Update Update!!



Hmm....Hmm...Todae mrs selvan keep on reminding about my earing again again and again....felt a bit angry =P so show her a bit attuide LOL..i am acting childish to my "teacher"!!?? LOL..cough cough~~ yesterdae go watch "where got ghost"...The third part one soo scary...cry a bit because tio shocked by the mum ...he person was sleeping when his pillow turn out to be his mum!!???!! waaaaaa and the mum show up at TV was soo scary!!! T.T

Todae..was bored!!???!!! argg sooo bored!!!art..the project tht shi hui do is soo funny wakakaka...the bathtub part,mny ppl laugh ^^...Shi hui need to redo some of the part >.< Hmm...Hum lesson slack~~~ joked wif teacher...i got 8/20..which is bad...hais...My math 49.2 leh!! soo unfair!! waaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!math and science lesson...veryy suffering..keep on wanting to sleep~~~ sleep!!~~ after school...wan to go jogging in woodland stadium wif josephine de...But..she is sick..so cancel...when i go mama shop buy something..there got 3 "middle age" indian man..when i go there..they stared at me..i immediately think tht they kill the shopkeeper and when they wan to get rid of the body,i turn up...was shivering when i pay money to one of the man...i scared they will kill me laaa!!! realli maaaaa their looks so firece...


Todae quite happy ^^..On morning,Hmm...Nothin great happen except got a new parnter zafren who was not too friendly?...T.T Thn..Math..I will surely get 2/10 for math because i dunno the rest of the question except for the first one.. sobbbbb!! Thn music..Yu wen camera cannot show the video so cannot present our work todae...waaaaa~~ even sad...Thn..After school..slack wif yu wen shi hui and jie min...we joked and laugh realli fun...

Brigding...At first.onli me go...thn the teacher bring me to a air con room onli us..Heart was pumbing...nervous...thn he ask me to do a few question on expansion...i done all correct!! The teacher call me pro ^^ wakakaka..farah come..^^ haf a parnter..Thn mr goh give me some fish cake or watever to eat..^^ Good...He thn make me pass up a whole capter of hoemwork to him tomorrow..hais..todae cannot sleep liao la~~! He make me stay until 4.20pm leh!!...not fair~~~ Zi hao and yong tai also nv do why me...Grr They go skip bridging...rowl~!!

went home...sianzz..My brother pigg lOL..snatch com wif me wakakaka..Thn went down to burn some offering..Mum ask em to light up the candles using lighter...But she dunno tht I DUNNO HOW TO USE LIGHTER!!!...lighter...I will overcome u one day...!!blah! blah! blah!


burn burn burn..dunno why so fun to burn LOL..Bye! i go play sudden attack


Todae was happy and abnormal..LOL

In morning..SR period..was unhappy because of fish....But fish was gone after a few min so happy again!! ^^ Shi hui make me laugh until siao ^^Thn....math..was nervous..was hopping tht time passed faster so tht no test LOL..My pray works!No test!! wakakkaa At least no test for todae make me happy thn i am content =D

Thn dance..i try my biggest efforta nd dance without looking at anyone..so should be good? Plss...I dun wan to fail~~~~T.T Thn///recess time...Hungry le la~~ order so much food to eat..I will become like a pigg~~ wakakaka..Thn went bak at classroom's bak to slack..D&T...did'nt get scold for not wearing full attire...Almost cry during D&T because teh cutting Machine was so violent..Dunno why wan to cal it cutting machine...The noise is soo high and It will like every 20 second make my wood pieces gone wrong...it will gone up and down..tried pressing it down..but still cannot..so stand there look~~...lucky got hafiza come to help me cut^^ wakakaka..But...still got one pieces...Thn shara mummy help me ^^ gan dong ah~~ Tks!!!

After school...i ran away form miss kok..LOL..dui bu qi beh..^^...Went to yu wen house for music thingy...Was acting like siao gurl..i dunno why i do this...Maybe because i wan to hide my sadness? Dun wan to mention about tht thing le...It will be my biggest scar behind my heart....I dun wan to show anyone my weakest side..i wan to show them a strong side of me..i rather to be suffering thn to be hurt anymore.....


baoer: arlows jingwen. tagged ((:
JingWen:Hi BaoEr ^^ why suddenly come my blog? ^^ Hahahas lata go tag ue!

Immortal Damith: Slashing is painful*
Immortal Damith: Hey JingWen dont "punish" yourself ok?
JingWen: Ok...I promise i dun slash forever Ok? If i slash,erm...JunJie break wif me beh ^^

yong Tat: =_+"
yong Tat: Lol? i not sure arh? never put yong tat cute?
JingWen:BHB..wakakaka jkkjk


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Hais...todae in morning cry...so in school was in totally bad mood..mrs selvan keep on telling me for my earing..Fan la...one earing need to Be lik this meh???nothin to do is it?

Nvm...Verii fan now...Wan to cry ppl badly...No slashing..no slashing...Must control? sorriesssss shara mummy...dun ignore nu er...Dui bu qi!!! I will try!! dun ignore me...Wanted to quit it last few day..but someone make me do it again...sorry...I also dun wan de..sorries...!! Ok..let talk about todae..

Skip~PE..was feeling happy because shi hui keep on making me laugh..and i "accidently" hit wang june wif the softball..LOL...dui bu qi Muhahahaha!!!! I violent de o!!!espcially wif bad mood..^^Thn accidently fall down when wanted to fetch the ball..because shi hui throw down...That time..PE lesson is over..everyone went bak..verii nervous..so step wrong foot..thn roll down...sob...Recess time..not feeling well...pain...

mother tougue...zhe jia go scold me for the door thingy..I help him open the door he go scold me bad word....tht time..wan to slash again...But did'nt..because shara mummy..she was angry wif me...thn after school went to causeway wif shi hui..she make me laugh so happy..(: love her!! I love angel too!!!! Shi hui 70% but angel 99% (:: went home and play com now ba..bye!

P.S: i will try try hard not to slash..Because it is now super pain to slash..because all wound...>.<


dam....i am so fan...feel useless...wanted to cry for some reason now...Alway cry when there's trouble... I wan to stop...everyday is fan..using metal ruler does'nt make me pain enough...i wanted to use penknife...wat's the hell wrong wif me?i am easily upset and tends to slash anything i felt emo...ppl can make me cry easily...I dun wan to be like this...typing this post make me cry again...wan to talk to junjie..but he not free...realli wan to use penknife...but he told me something about his cousin...tht make me dun wan to slash using penknife..i dun wna him to worried when he see my wound...but...i am verii trouble..mny stress r coming...mny trouble...i wan to change...to be a more braver person..i dun wan to show my real-self easily..i wan to be a robot..no emotions..nothin can make me laugh or smile or even cry...now listening to someone blog song..cry even more...wanted to skip school badly..but there's exam...Ppl showing me attuide but i can't show them...i am useless....Wan to make ppl happy everything...when ppl is angry wif me,try all means to make them forgive me..but why don they understand me?there's too much thing under my heart...there no one to let me releash my anger...


Blogger.com haf gone mad..zzz just now found out tht i haf control over 10 blog..happies! (:: hmm...let the typing begin...

todae exam was quite diffcult..i thought todae exam math sia..sob...at science lessson was dam bored...Wan to sleep when the teacher teach..thn suddenly miss tang come..scared tio...Sob...tht 2 period was the lousy time in my life..wan to sleep but dun dare because miss tang keep on watching us like tiger...jokin jokin LOL hahaha

Thn...recess..joke wif shi hui..English...keep on eating sweet...copy subra LOL..junjie spoke english yohhs!...Music lesson...kaili..sob..dun wan to talk but junjie sing...muhahahah he so unlucky todae.....Math was soo funnn!! i also wan make miss kok as my mummy le laaa~~~

Thn after school...went to yu wen house..we joked...fun...(: at 2.40..choin to school for bridging..but in the end..brigding class cancel..no one tell me..so haf to walk bak home alone...so...slash again for this small thing at bus stop...sorries....

Kaili: sobb...i dunn like uu lee!!! I wn to like angel tan ming hui for the rest of my life..sobb sobb sobb sobb sobb sobb sobb sobb sobb sobb sobb sobb

Todae mood:Emo...


230 post onli now....zzz!!!!!!! lazy to post last few days...but yeserdae i got post seh!!! ^^....


todae yu wen did'nt come because of her lung infection..she got 1 week MC lor...good sia...anyway...was bored without yu wen...ok..todae....exam was a bit diffcult to the chinese...thn...hmmm...math! i did'nt do homework!! lucky miss kok did'nt leave her seat and check ours homework..lucky! thn dance...did'nt bring PE..and out group onli 3 ppl sia...farah they all sick or wat?i thought onli farah sick?? why hazirah also sick..others also sick? >.<

recess..shi hui dam funny de..keep on di siaoing me...But one thing happen...shi hui wan to go toilet..so we went to the near classroom one there...But got a few boys...Dun care them...so went wif her..look in mirror..suddenly the door open..DIAO LA...those IDOIT STUPID BOY GO OPEN THE DOOR AND LAUGH...close the door and shut them...they keep on wanting to go in..and their strength so big...but after a while,they r gone..i remember one of them r from 2/3 leh..the malay boy.. >.< shi hui was scare after knowing LOL...see i so brave...T^T

after tht went bak to classroom bak for slacking..act normal..>.< lucky kaili they all make me forget by makiing me laugh like siao LOL..kaili soo cute! i also love her!! But love angel more more more :p thn D&T...sad...was doin my drawing...show teacher..she ask me to do 2 before starting to do..so spent another half hour to do..thn wanted to show her..But the people keep on asking tecaher wat to do..so haf no chance to ask..30 min before the class end,i finally wanted to go ask teacher...But wang june go snatch tecaher away from me...went bak...stand down...Thn ashard came and sacred me...cry...cannot control...realli verii sad...saw metal ruler in my pencil case...thn take it...intend to slash...but cannot...promise someone tht no slashin if i pierce my ear...but realli dun wan to control le...so slash 1 time onli..1 Time onli..but veri hard ba..sorries...

after school..went bak wif shi hui...at bus stop..joke wif yongtat..he soo funny...But he keep on talking about last time when i come out of the bathroom wif onli a towel and he saw it....soo embrassing..he kepp on saying..sob....i did'nt know he come my house ma....sobbbb...T^T keep on hitting his head..he keep on hitting mine too..funn! (:


On Sat was a bad day....Writing this because none of them will come my blog to see nowdays...

On tht day..went to lan wif junjie,elston and ben...Played an hour plus..thn we went for slacking at nearby blk...dun wan to sit wif them...because all boys...so walk away to buy something to eat...thn junjie catch up...told him tht i wan to go somewhere...thn walk away...after reaching shopping centre..ben and junjie call me..kinda of tio scold...they ask me where am i....i said dun need them care..but in the end still tell them...because they like veri concern?and firece....Tht day was 10pm plus...They found me...and ben look veri angry...he just took his basketball and walk away....elston ride his bicycle away too...onli junjie walk wif me...none of us talk...but i told him i am sorry...until we reach marsiling primary school nearby and i told him to go home as his mum wanted...chatted while i walk back...in phone of course...reach home...act happy?

thn joked wif mum..went to bath..and cry hard...i realli dunno wat's wrong wif me...throwing my temper and let ppl worry about me...i am sure they scold me stupid...thinking of the question and call junjie..chat wif him thn went to sleep...

next day...ben seem not angry wif me...tht great (: but still feel tht there something wrong...hais..Played SA...forget everything because in SA..there got mny ppl to shot..funn...but in the end tio scold by someone because he call me hacker...and someone keep on killing me..plus one misunderstanding..went to slash...sorries...I Will try to cut down ok? 4 days nv slash le..i try my best le...

Todae was boring..haven done my homework..sob...Tomorrow intend to go pirece my ear...Because last time the hole haf closed...need to pirece...anyone wan accompany me? Pei me ma~ Wanted to pirece two hole..so tht i haf can two hole per ear...Wear earring is soo cool lor! (: Tht all..ok bye!@.@


so bored.....now downloading SA(sudden attack) n audition..because accidently deleted my acc..so need to make new..zzzz...hais..wan cry le la...Download dunno can or not..sob!!

Todae..in FT period...sian..mrs selvan keep scolding me on my hair.. >.< thn...science..miss tang go scold me blur or not...wat lor...i onli nv do one correction..the rest i all do..even do notes about wat the teacher say..This also call blur...Wa seh...emo for the whole recess time..zzz...

thn...Skip!~ music....sing...sob...The teacher ask me yu wen and shi hui plus nadia to sing louder..sob...skip skip skip...math teacher make me dizzy..his method of teaching,i dun understand...must jia you!!...

after tht...dun wan stay back..so went to slack wif shi hui..after tht went up for bridging...the teacher was like scolding everyone for not passing up homework and was complaining...zzz..lol every teacher was liek been complain by me.. >.< complain queen... pah seh pah seh...stop le..

hmm...thn went to see shi hu off...chat wif abilah from 2/2 a while...we was like playing..thn he suddenly said:" i touch your... and i squezze your..." and he almost touch lor..shi hui was like shock......after 3 seconds,she went to laugh..zzzz after tht,abilah went wif vynx and damith le...bridging..sianz...after tht went home...


one thing left..when i got home,someone was throwing water down...thn hit tio a cleaner tht is collecting rubbish..muhahahahaha!!! tht image was dam funny de!!! the cleaner was like keep on looking up..thn when he walk away,another bucket of water splash tio his leg...muhahahaha!!i laugh until stomach pain...!!so bad but N1!


mny ppl start telling me not to slash.........it's not tht i dun like....i realli verii happy tht ppl care for me..is just tht...slashing can cure a bit of my problem...I am realli verii fan at some ppl....sorries...


Todae is not so fed up..tht good..but someone break his promise to me...Ok..todae progess is good..onli slash 8 time..Tht good le hors..

Slacking all the time to dance...It's was fun in dance..keep on laughing (: recess time..eat eat eat....Thn Yong tat and feng hao come say me...zzz!!! Elson go throw ice to me and said:Yong tat's wife!"...lol he up-dated de..i am now someone's else wife LOL..joking Jokin...Thn went behind the classroom's back...shi hui need to go toilet because of something..so we had to walk past Wang june they all..when i went there,their leg automatic go away..muhahaha i pro pro pro!! Lol...

D&T...went to change uniform..was so hot tht i keep throwing my temper at toilet...hitting fist at wall..shouted a few time..stared at ppl who look at me..Luckily no metal ruler..Tht good...(: or else todae will haf extra 10 cut..

After school...Cannot find ah jie...i wan "full set" LEH!!!...So went to yu wen house wif chien ying,sweetheart and shi hui...her dog keep on biting me...chien ying not scared of yu wen dog..and soo cute!! (: went to sing for music project...saw junsiang they all..the rest lazy to say...But yu wen mood was kinda of emo and hot-temper...So do shi hui...sweetheart and chien ying call-ed me horny girl..lol...lalala~ all learnt from someone de..


to joslyn:I realli dun mind the UGLY scars...i onli care whether i can let off my anger..i dun wish to scold ppl to releash angry...dun wish to make ppl emo and sad like me...anyway...dui bu qi..sorries..


Todae verii angry and cannot control again...mny ppl show me attuide...but i act like nothin happen...hopeless again....hais..

Todae...the first period and second was been slacking...joking wif shi hui...checking wif my locker and my table..i realli lost my sicence tetxbook vol 2...I remember putting it under the table..100%!!..hais...one book cost $11 plus seh...verii xin tong the money...sob...

Art lesson..heart keep jumping...Because we nv hand in the projext..scared miss fasha will scold..in the end,she nv noticed...muhahaha!!!!! hmm..tomorrow goin yu wen there and do the music project...and if can,we will do the art project barh...sob...


recess...i am totally fed up wif feng hao again..he keep on saying me dog...dog...dog...Wat i do is dog...Almost wan to cry le...but i hold on...IT'S veri unbearable to stop your tear from rolling down your cheek...but i hold on to it..nice? I realli scared i can't control from slashing...when feng hao keep on saying,I shouted at yuwen and ask her got metal ruler or not...I AM realli verii angry...It's make me feel tht i am being insulted...so...tht what i do...after teh door is been open..take out the ruler...went to yu wen side...cry...and slash...slash...slash...Mdm fang come in...got up...went to my seat...

i realli can't control todae..sorry...my mark on hand is realli verii ugly....the slashing mark are almost the whole of my hand...It's not "slashing wrist" le..it's slashing hand...I realli realli can't control...sorry...Arshard...he also make me fed up...he closed the door...dun let me go in the classroom when i wan slash..zzzzzz...can't control....can't...

Promise someone not to use penkife...."someone" dun believe me..."someone" confiscate my penknife....ruler is almost been confiscate lor..zzz...dun use pen knife dun use lor..i still got my ruler..blah blah blah..

slack slack...

after school..went ti eat wif shi hui outside school...thn went to end floor and check files...syuhada,ying jing they all also here..one common things is..there's no boy..(: dodododo...thn went to buy shampoo...new brand...(+ happy!!...Bye!


I am totally fed up wif feng hao...He hit my head after school when i saw him...dam...!

Ok...To

shi hui: I admitted tht slashing method totally SUCKS! but i just can't control...Do u rather see me sad or wat? i dun meant it...Hais..I will change soon la....

chien ying: i will slash onli if i feel veri veri fan and when ppl bully me...ok? My ruler r innocent i argee...my wrist hurt so much when bathing...I deserve it >.<

shara mummy:See if i can control not to slash first ba...

elston kor: U dare bully me see see! i make sure u can't live to see the sun tomorrow...muhahaha i so bad...

junjie:I dun listen to u..blah!

and many many.....aiya...I will try to control for the hell's sake...

K...art project haven done..i am totally soo fan...Gonna to slash tonight if i can't control...Not my fault...todae lit project...all THT STUPID ASHARD FAULT...he keep distracting me...Next time u read,I ALSO DI SIAO U!....i AM SERIOUS FOR THE GOD SAKE...ppl...i AM SOOO FAN LA...FENG HAO U R IRRATING....I WILL KICK U WHENEVER I SEE U...FUN! GRRRR


i wan to cry now....The c-box messgae haf been deleted by me accidently...Felt heartbroken....everyone message is been cancel by me....sorry....i haf been doing wrong thing these few days...felt so tired....Anyway..to yuwen...:I does'nt believe ths world haf so much troubleness....It verii unbearable to watch ppl hurt me...No matter how i cry,they would't stop...hurting ppl...i just hate it....why can't people be innocent?why does they haf such a bad mind?Is'nt it fated to be hurt?...


realli so heartbroken toward those deleted message..I wanna to restored it but the c-box dun haf back-up....how?...hais...100 plus message deleted...last year also deleted...nothin lucky is happening to me...


Todae soo sianx...cannot go out...zzz....Phoen bo money le...Tio scold because they said 100 plus dollar spent within 1 month is Bad...-,- bad meh?? Lol..anyway,quarruel wif dad todae...He was like shock...He said:" wat happen to u?? u nv became like this before..." -,- Tht what i call,I dun Releash my anger,U keep bully me...LOL..sorry...

Now...my bro been scold...His turn now..Lol....Lata thn update Ty...