dam....i am so fan...feel useless...wanted to cry for some reason now...Alway cry when there's trouble... I wan to stop...everyday is fan..using metal ruler does'nt make me pain enough...i wanted to use penknife...wat's the hell wrong wif me?i am easily upset and tends to slash anything i felt emo...ppl can make me cry easily...I dun wan to be like this...typing this post make me cry again...wan to talk to junjie..but he not free...realli wan to use penknife...but he told me something about his cousin...tht make me dun wan to slash using penknife..i dun wna him to worried when he see my wound...but...i am verii trouble..mny stress r coming...mny trouble...i wan to change...to be a more braver person..i dun wan to show my real-self easily..i wan to be a robot..no emotions..nothin can make me laugh or smile or even cry...now listening to someone blog song..cry even more...wanted to skip school badly..but there's exam...Ppl showing me attuide but i can't show them...i am useless....Wan to make ppl happy everything...when ppl is angry wif me,try all means to make them forgive me..but why don they understand me?there's too much thing under my heart...there no one to let me releash my anger...