Todae verii angry and cannot control again...mny ppl show me attuide...but i act like nothin happen...hopeless again....hais..

Todae...the first period and second was been slacking...joking wif shi hui...checking wif my locker and my table..i realli lost my sicence tetxbook vol 2...I remember putting it under the table..100%!!..hais...one book cost $11 plus seh...verii xin tong the money...sob...

Art lesson..heart keep jumping...Because we nv hand in the projext..scared miss fasha will scold..in the end,she nv noticed...muhahaha!!!!! hmm..tomorrow goin yu wen there and do the music project...and if can,we will do the art project barh...sob...


recess...i am totally fed up wif feng hao again..he keep on saying me dog...dog...dog...Wat i do is dog...Almost wan to cry le...but i hold on...IT'S veri unbearable to stop your tear from rolling down your cheek...but i hold on to it..nice? I realli scared i can't control from slashing...when feng hao keep on saying,I shouted at yuwen and ask her got metal ruler or not...I AM realli verii angry...It's make me feel tht i am being insulted...so...tht what i do...after teh door is been open..take out the ruler...went to yu wen side...cry...and slash...slash...slash...Mdm fang come in...got up...went to my seat...

i realli can't control todae..sorry...my mark on hand is realli verii ugly....the slashing mark are almost the whole of my hand...It's not "slashing wrist" le..it's slashing hand...I realli realli can't control...sorry...Arshard...he also make me fed up...he closed the door...dun let me go in the classroom when i wan slash..zzzzzz...can't control....can't...

Promise someone not to use penkife...."someone" dun believe me..."someone" confiscate my penknife....ruler is almost been confiscate lor..zzz...dun use pen knife dun use lor..i still got my ruler..blah blah blah..

slack slack...

after school..went ti eat wif shi hui outside school...thn went to end floor and check files...syuhada,ying jing they all also here..one common things is..there's no boy..(: dodododo...thn went to buy shampoo...new brand...(+ happy!!...Bye!