Friday, September 25, 2009
The only New here is...Me and junjie...Break again...This time..is my turn to ask....Quiite funny ? he 1 time,i 1 time....as for the reason....dun wish to say... I dunno how much ppl r goin to ignore me and scold me emo kia.... And neither do i wish to stop it.... I dun care le...I just wan to build a wall all around me..even the person i like like JW or jeffrey even junjie can't come in...No one can come in... Done almost all the test about self-esteem and hack...It's all about Low esteem....Maybe it's because i dun haf confidence or i like other ppl? Someone will know wat i am talkin..as i dunno how to express myself...I am gonna to Reject anything.....Everytime..i hold my hope up..in the end...will be a mess....This time..i destroy everythin...... i realli dun care...And i dun wan to care....Todae was able to control myself at PE lesson..but will i control other time? Mny ppl was shock about how i act during PE? I dunno tht.....But the fact is...i....Break wif junjie le....It's no one Matter...it's my own thing....It's my feeling...Dun wish to say anythin tht will destroy someone friendship.....I feel tht i am a source of trouble? I wish tht i am nv born wif these trouble... I wish tht i am never never never been born....
Written by; ♥Mxchelle Dear