Felt....Tht...I dun haf the right to tell someone to cheer up ....Haf to wait until a few min before i could finish press enter when i told someone to cheer up...Is seem tht everything i say is useless....Wat i do is useless... it was like me myself was a burden...Dun dare to think about it longer...Got a selfish thought....Did'nt wan to think it...It was like a devil luring me to do bad thing...Even he is leaving me...even .. and .. r begining to hate me?? as i am acting too hyper and annoying in front of them...Wish that .. and ... can care more about me instead of goin out wif each other...It was like ....Like the 3 .... haf reduce to the 2 ... I know u guy dunno wat i say...but i know it..tht all i need....I don even haf the right to haf my own life....ppl r leaving me...ppl r making me sound tht i am the worst ppl in the world...i realy hate 2/1....and all my friend...I hate them...But wat can i do ? Next year..the so call "friends" will be gone..2/1 will be gone too...I will be like.. 3/1 natt? or 3/2 na ??....But again..wat can i do? i dun wan to be separated to them...Hate and like them..it seem tht i am bursting...from all my feeling...really dun wan to think this way...try thinking about like..everyone likes me...and i am not a burden..but...alway link thing ot thing and tht make me think wrong again...hais..I hate you guys...