JingWen (:

2010-05-01T01:00:00.003+08:00

I am Writing this . Because No 1 Will Know . Dead Blog .

今天的感觉很不好。。我没想到一个我不熟的人可以侮辱我到我想哭也哭不出。。想哭也哭不了。。我真的不对吗？。。。我现在很想哭。。。但。。。他看扁我一定会哭。。。所以我不能哭出来。。。真的不想。。活下去了。。好几次都想直接死了算了。。可是妈妈会伤心。。现在。。我真的很绝望。。到底有谁可以帮帮我。。。眼泪。。。你可以听听话吗？不要再掉了。。。我不想再被骂了。。。装可爱。。爱哭鬼。。装单纯。。。什么是伤心？什么是开心。。。我现在也分不出。。。朋友。。。当我需要你的时候，你在那里？为什么都不来好好的。。安慰我。。我好想回到小的时候。。。至少不会变得像这样。。。做什么都被骂。。。一举一动都不能马虎。。。我都快找不到以前的自己了。。。你不要丢下我好不好？我真的累了。。。至少。。教教我该作什么。。。求求你给我活下的理由。。好吗？？为什么。。。会变成今天这个地步。。。我恨死自己了。。。我恨死他。。。

但幸好。。。我还懂得骂回那个人。。不然我真的是太没用了。

2010-03-13T15:09:00.004+08:00

Here Here !! Xun ..U wan see,let u see .Dun disturb me wif your ultra super spam message Anymore !! Medicine,If u wan eat,gif u eat all ..Ok ? !!

2010-03-12T19:45:00.003+08:00

I Really dunno wat haf i done ...Mdm ow today call my house to ask why i never go school ..I said clearly tht i goin to see doctor lata ...Why must she call my dad ...And i dunno wat th hack they talk about ...My dad...He's bad mood after talkin to her ..keep on scoldin me thing tht he wun scold in th past ..Mdm ow ...Wat did u told my dad ...

I really dunno how to do now ...Keep haf negative thought again and again ..Dun make me do it ..Someday,Maybe i might ..Because i can't see my future ...Everything is so..against my wish ..cca,Teacher,school,My mum ..Everything !They just dun care about my opinion..Adults are all th same ...The fact is ..Do anyone simply just care a bit of my thinkin ..ask me if I even like it or nt ??Nobody ask ..Even if i am really sick ,Ppl will think i fake it ...Really ..I feel like quitin school ...I feel like goin bak malaysia ..Or even go to a place where no 1 will know me and start all over again..This school,this home is freakin me out ..My mum dun wan me ...She went to malaysia to my brother side ..She chose my brother over me ...tht mean she doesn't wan me anymore ...I didn't share my thought of it to anyone including my dad ..Is it truth ?

My mum dun care about me,She dun wan me..
Mdm ow ..She onli Wan to make my life miserable...
My dad ..Dun even wan me by his side ..
My frens..I am like a burden to them ..
My home..Doesn't feel like a home..
Myself..Dun wan to stay alive ...

Seriously,Wat am i doin in this world ...I tried askin th god over and over...Why must he create me ..Gimme feelin,Gimme Home,Gimme life ...Do god hate me so much ? Is it ? Can anyone tell me ?At least,Give me so hope to stay alive ..

2010-03-10T13:18:00.003+08:00

HNY ! long time No sick now all illness come find me ... smile !! Today neh go school again ..2day in row ! Now headache about public speaking ...H-E-A-D-A-C-H-E ...Not doing magic liaos lo ..I am doing a topic call :" online shopping and blogshop,is it benefit to us ?" Nice leh ? ^^ Just eaten Dozen of pills ..Stupid ..If continue eatting all those "poisonous" pill i will go heaven sooner or later ..~.~ Btw ..yesterday happen 1 thing ..Randomly went to a blog call -,- forget link le ..but inside is so call "anti ah-lian" ..All scolding ah lian 1 ..Got angry ..ah lian is also human,Ah lian onli act different to normal ppl ..why must they insult ah lian sia ..And they even act so proud of it ...This kind of ppl really haf no life or nothing to do ? They themselves also put their so call picture on th blog ..this action also can be said as ah lian leh ..Wan say ppl thn look at yourselves first ? I still can't believe ppl actually set up that kind of blog to insult ppl ..

so i put some comment on their blog and put my blog link ..see whether they wan comment on me ma ^^ I also haf nothing better to do LOL !!

2010-03-07T11:02:00.002+08:00

fan !! I can't sleep tight for th past few days ..Somethin is gonna to happen ?? ok ..i am so nervous about tuesday public speaking !!!!! I am gonna to do magic and i scare i might expose th magic ..omg !!!!!!!!! Hmm ..last friday went to yu wen house to play ..shi hui was there too ..WE WERE PLAYIN LEFT 4 DEAD !! omg I am in loved wif tht game !! so violent LOL ..Something happen ..I STEP ON GOLDEN DE URINE !!!!! 2 TIME !! First time,I went to take snacks for golden to eat and i accidently step on it ..tht was fine ..BUT SECOND TIME !! i went to wash my feet before goin bak to yu wen house and i step on it wif other foot !! OMG ...Angry !! ...

Something happen when i am goin bak home ..shi hui was laughin like siao ..I am sorry ma ..sORRY golden ..forgive me ...=( Sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry ..and sorry yu wen !!!!!! sorry !!!! GOOD NEWS IS ..i am gettin a maltese soon !! puppy puppy i love u !!

2010-03-01T17:10:00.002+08:00

Ok ....Serve me right ... I am angry now ...

Yesterday ..went to facebook zoosk ...a application for making friends or watever ..i swear tht i just sign up for fun ...I really swear ...Thn ..Boomz ...6 flirt come out ...thn now ..Boomz ....37 flirt come again ..FK LA ...Those ppl wat ?? TOO Horny ah ?? No female ppl at their area ah ? so despo for girls until lidat ? WTH ..THN I DUNNO WAT HAPPEN ..SOME EVEN MANAGE TO GET MY NUMBER ...SINCE WHEN DID I PUT MY NUMBER ...FED UP SIA ..ok ..first time i am gonna to do is delete my account ..Now ..My msn inbox is full,Msn Got dam lots of new contact addin me ..Facebook ..FKKKKKKKKKK lots of strange ppl ...GO HELL LA .. ! TOO desperate GO FIND YOUR MUM LA ..ASSHOLE .

2010-02-26T19:09:00.001+08:00

Today in cca lesson ..I cry ..For some reason ...Shi hui know its ..I cry and i cry and i cry ... Record = 1h 3o plus min ..Idk time gone so fast ..tear just drop drop drop ...so mny ppl saw it ..MOstly 3/2 ppl ..They was shock i think ? 1 ppl ..i dunno who ..because eye was misty ...he come closer to look O.O like a curious monkey LOL no offence to th someone i dunno LOL ..Now Ok liaos ..

2010-02-25T15:39:00.002+08:00

I got a new Mummy call Sherlin =D

today ...SS test was so easy !! i thought it will be diffcult ..Lucky lucky lucky ..Chemistry lesso got a new mr teo LOL ...Everyone was like ..Linked to wang june immediately ..all said mr teo ~~ mr teo ~~ Mr teo wang june ~ LOL ...went to refill water ..saw abilah(dunno how to spell his name) ..we were sort of quarruelin ..all kind of bad word come out LOL ..But was fun XD Wentin home ...Someone was like avoidin me ... Suan le ..saw zhen ting and patrick infront of me ..and saw someone else behind me ..Run immdiately ..I dunno why i run ..I mean It's all over already sia ..Not happy now .!

2010-02-18T21:58:00.003+08:00

Oh gosh ..I feel like cryin now ...I dun even wan to come bak to singapore .. Been force to come bak ..Dammit ..

In malaysia ..Took about 4-7 hour to reach ...Ah june kor kor went to fetch us ...OMG !! he's so cute !! He also got de baby fat .. Kawaiii !! went to aunt de house ..Play play play ..Thn at night ..went to disturb ah june kor kor ..he keep scarin us ..Wif de ghost sound and closin the light ..Thn i crawl to his bed and sleep ...tickle him all night long ..was fun ..!

Next day .. mny ppl come ..HaiLun,YaoYao,my kor kor ..we play all day long too ..Thn went to playground ..Was a bit angry ...Haf to keep changin clothes ..It's not my fault tht my skirt is short ...It's also not my fault tht those malay guy keep ______ nvm ..thn 3rd day ..We went to dinner restaurant...eat eat eat eat eat ..Run run run run run ..OMG !! I was chosen to gif flower to th singer !! omggg !!!!The singer was like shock because a child was givin him flower lol ...

4th day ..went to other part of malaysia ..Joke wif HaiLun & Yao Yao ..thn ..Edmund & his didi edison come ..Keep ticklin de kids ..MUHAHAHHAA I love bullyin kids ..at night ..Sleep ..somethin happen ..was sleepin beside edmund due to HaiLun plannin -,- ..thn sleep sleep sleep..suddenly HaiLun wake me up ..Th moment i open my eye ..a face show up ..HaiLun Pull me away when i wake up ..I ALMOST KISS EDMUND !!!! Our face was so close !! I can even feel his breathin !! OMG !!lucky is me who wake up first and zhao ..or else ..embarrassed !!!5th day ..Play play play ...I show My temper to HaiLun ...Hais ..Almost wan to ..throw things at her ..sorry ..

6th day ..bath wif HaiLun ...She's so prevert !!!! Keep lookin !! Thn Took train to come bak lor ..The aunt there was HENTAI !! SUPER PERVERT !!Keep touch My .. My .. My .._____ They said why grow so big liao ..eeeeeeyer !! si bian tai de aunt !!

2010-02-12T00:07:00.004+08:00

ANGRY

2010-02-11T19:06:00.001+08:00

Ok ...Just now haf a tiring time to pack ..WOW !! Will be dam busy for the followin 6 day ..we haf to go malaysia,thailand thn bak to malaysia thn To another part of malaysia .. XD I hate the cousin there ...Sianz ..this year haf to see them again . At school was borin ..fall asleep at SS period ...Thn at chemistry,At last 15 min,chat wif vinna they all...Thn they started wif something like Ella Love wang june because he's cute ..Because she alway call him qing ai de ..Thn i said Wang june is cute and i like him ...Thn they was like (mouth open) i Haven say like him as a cute guy not like boyfren and girlfren tht kind thn they shock until lidat ..-,-I haven confirm my feelin to other ppl lehh !! Headache ... HEADACHE !! HEADACHE UNTIL SIAO !

2010-02-08T16:57:00.001+08:00

O.O i am sorry baobei !! I choke on water when u say somehting like "shit" and i ... i ... SORRRRRRRY !! =[ FORGIVE ME !! DUN SCOLD ME !!!!!!!!

2010-02-07T19:14:00.002+08:00

I wish I am dead.

2010-02-07T14:38:00.002+08:00

oh god !!! I wanna to regret my prevoius post ...
Startin to think of tht "ahem" le
I think tht "ahem" is very unlucky to know me
Headache ...
Why Must i even know him ..
AH YA !!!
I GO CREATE PRIVATE BLOG LE LA ..
At here can't even say wat i wan to say

2010-02-06T22:30:00.003+08:00

Got a decision... Today at bus.. I was thinkin about somethin and "ahem ahem" My 21th number boy .."ahem ahem" yu wen and shi hui u two should know ...

I decide tht i should focus on other things like friends,jokers,School and family .. Don wan to be ahem.."des-po" for ____ le ..
Dun wan number 21th boy le ..
Dun wan S___,
Dun wan V____,
Dun wan J______,
Dun wan J__J__ ,
Dun wan All ... Should stop this kind of nonsenses liao ...What is yours,is yours..u can't really force "ahem ahem" to come faster by pestering your frens about "ahem" le ... Shi hui&yuwen heard me complainning about No "ahem ahem" for so long..i think they must be sian until wan die XD ..

Ahhhhhhhhhhhh !! I startin to regret wat i type just now liao ... >.< i regret when i think of number 21th boy liaos !!! Shiiiiiiiiiiit !! omgggggggggggggggg I wan bang myself on wall ..i wan shout until no voice..so monday maybe no voice ..lalala dun care ..Dun wan to talk ..Zhe jia so firece at campside when we playin th mud thingy ..He can't be play 1 ...I swearrr to god tht i nv wan to get close to him !!! I S-W-E-A-R !! Boys wif no temper is more fun to play sia ..right ??!! A boy who like to complain is a SUPER DUPER NERD NERD SISSY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!AHHHHHHHHHHH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I M FEELIN CONFUSED!

SIAN LAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA BLGGER.COM KEEP GETTIN PROBLEM !! HAVE TO RE TYPE SO MNY TIME !! LAZY TO TYPE LE LA !! I WANNA CREATE A PRIVATE BLOG AGAIN ..!

2010-02-06T15:35:00.002+08:00

Campin was lots of fun ..."Almost" everything is fun..Jetty jump(dunno how to spell),Extreme sport tower ,indiana jones is the game i love most XDD ..But I cry on th moment i reach camp side ...because of the bridge ...The malay Boys keep shakin th bridge ..it was like ..th more i scream,th more they shake ...I was'nt plannin to cry when i finally reach th bridge ...But when sweetheart hug me,i just cry out ..And can't stop shakin ...Almost fall down and i keep lookin down ...Hais ... Emoo ...

I heard tht durka fainted at camp fire ...a bit shock ..3/1 ppl was so moody when durka was been carry out ..some girls cry ...Mny ppl scold arshard for not bein man ...he nv help durka,he just shock and stand there ...Felt tht arshard is so innocent HAHAHAHAHA !! Anyway,i felt sorry for durka ..

finally after the last day ... was tired ...Because the tent was so small,i can't even turn my body wif 5 ppl sleepin there ..but was cosy and fun wif so mny girls ...I Remember cryin 2nd time at the tent ...At 2nd day in mornin..none of th girl let way for me to pack my bag ..they keep talkin on their own ..i was like ...Fed up ..Nobody cares about me ..tear just roll down ..Thn i shout at shi hui who keep askin me to take my bag and pack ..Hais ..SORRY !

I think ...I lost one kor kor elston le ...I really dunno wat is this !!!Mny ppl said he was a humji guys who dare to say but dun dare to admit ..My real kor kor said dun believe him ...Benedict also say ..JunJie also say ..Sian lo ..I betray Elston For makin him chat wif ben ...He was like angry ..now ..everything just proof tht he is tht kind of guy but in his blog,he said all kinds of things tht is about..i dun believ him and blah blah ..Who shall i believe in ??!! In campside,Ben messgae me and told me tht elston say me talkin jiaowei to him ..I was like ...now is my turn ?Keep on tryin to call him and damn ..phone no battery ..I can't believe it ??!!! Now he's scoldin me ?? is it real ?? I just said this when he said

elston : ask him tomorrow thn call me,my dad want complain le
elston:Dont believe me jiu dont. i really tired le since so mny ppl out there think like this so be it .i just need t know tht i didn't do such things
elston:Hah ...can't believe lor ..i treat you like my real meii thn such thing happen.

Me:I really think tht your are the humji type kor ..this time is your fault ..even ben girlfren said she hear rumor that u say her bad word ..it really your fault kor.

Elston :ya..say anything you all wan ..i seriously dont huanlo le ..(: i guess knowing you for a year has not changed anything ..since you dont believe le.dont ever text me anymore .when everything is out,you'll will see i didn't said anythin

2010-02-03T18:27:00.002+08:00

Feelin confusin ....

Today,went to causeway wif papa jiali to buy campfire's light sticks...Told her lots of things include..Me and JunJie thing,Mine Mum thing...Chat chat chat chat ..Actually I also dunno why i talk to her this kind of things...I dun even tell My Jokers or baobei...Maybe i felt really close to her ..i mean she look so kind ..like a angel ..It was like any secret will be save when u told her .. Hahas...

At Chinese lesson..first time wasn't listening to that teacher lesson ..I did something else ...I wrote all those boys tht i know in my life ..Come out wif a long list ..Thn slowly delete those who i dun like ...Thn come to left 58 person ...After tht ...depend on how that person attuide ...and i cancel until left 37 ...Thn I cancel until left 16 chinese ppl ...I come out wif a person name in the end ..I dun quite except to be him ? Because ...I dunno him well ?? I mean ..Th person i like should be "him" ??!! Why at the last round,i cross his name off ??3 person left and i cross him name ??OMG !!??? What am i thinkin !!????!! Really ??!! I should be likin "him" right ???!!! OMGGGGGGGG This was a shock news to me ...!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2010-02-02T19:34:00.002+08:00

H3-Slackin all th time
chinese-Runnin around ?Di siao teacher...Do correction
Maths-Peaceful...
Recess-Jokin wif shi hui&yuwen as usual ...
English-Went to computer lab ...Went to hug Lots of ppl ...Idk why Am i huggin them ...I just feel tht i need a huggies...
History-OMG ...It was a disaster again ...Zhe jia keep disturbin chien ying By pullin out and in the table ...Can see clearly tht chien ying is verii angry ?Can't bear too ..so shout at him ..Thn some ppl clap for me bein too firece ? Say sorri to teacher and continue ..but zhe jia di siao again ...Hais...I really Dunno why he must be so childish ..even me think he is so childish =.=ll N..He threaten ppl so scary o.o

After school..close th door ...and went to slack at canteen wif MingHut-BaoBei,Audrey-Cutie, yuwen and shi hui ...slack until half,miss kok found me .. T^T haf to go cca ... Continue to di siao ppl there ..I luv di siaoin PPL !! OMGGGGG WEEEEEEE WEEEEEEEEE

2010-02-01T18:27:00.003+08:00

Today mornin was havinn a good mood...But in class..something happen..I did'nt really intend to touch your thing ma..no need to get so ... hais ... Mood bad for th rest of th Time

Thn ....Physics..Th teacher pressin me to collect money ..hais !! everyone keep sayin no money ...dun wan play ...How would i know ...They not scare of me de .... English ..was playin wif th chair XDD spinn spinn spinnn !!Recess hyper a bit

Chemistry...OMG..it was a disaster...I Shout at zhe jia...I dunno how it's happen...I just shout ...because he go scare me ma...Not my fault T^T I did'nt mean to get so furious...Miss fu bring me out to "talk" XDD i keep makin her laugh ..POA..Hypeeeeeeer Activee le !! Jokin wif ppl near me Thn make fun of teacher blah blah ..Was a fun period.. ahh !! Zhe jia go stick a Tape on my face !! he use a bit force..so Tht period,face was numb numb 1 =(

After school... Went canteen wif audrey and angel ...Audrey...Th more i see her,th more she's become cuter XD Lata,Yu wen and shi hui come...PAPA !! PAPA COME TOO !! MY PAPA !! PAPAPAPA !!!! XDD i di siao everyone for 2 hour plus ?? keep running here and there ...Everyone think i m mad ~~My new papa is JiaLi XD

went to classroom 2/6 ..Hakim go throw a red packet down..Angel pick up..Audrey look inside..and she screammm !! Curious..pick up the red packet ..Look ~~ Cooockroach !! at first i throw on floor and was a bit shock as i thought it was a fake one ..Thn hakim at 4th floor said It was a real 1 ...SCREAM LIKE HELL !!...audrey thn show her class ppl see...They all dunno it was real ..so one girl go squeeze the red packet and say :" dun play lar,It's fake one"(i think about this sentence ba) Thn ...someone said it's real ...EVERYONE IN THE CLASS SCREAM !!! I SCREAM WIF THEM TOO LOOOOL !thn th boys begin to play wif th cockroach .. =.=ll blah blah blah ..Audery's debate starttt ...FUNNY !!

2010-01-30T23:53:00.003+08:00

omgomg..today was a busy day... wake up at 1 pm plus..thn play com .. di siao ppl XDDD

went to school on 2.50 plus...reach on 3.05 plus ? thn yu wen and shi hui slowly come...other ppl also...Thn we went to king geogry? DUNNO HOW TO SPELL LA... dance... dance dance... Teacher keep sayin my costumes was too...hmm...sexy... =.=ll It was like...EVERYTHING WAS SHOWIN OUT SO EASILY...GODDD BLESS ME ...Thn we went to F1 racing trace to dance...Everythin was so tiring..i haf to wear a jacket to cover my .." blah blah" so hot ...Thn...i realish tht my leg is injury..BOTH ! take off shoes...dance dance dance..keep steppin on stone or watever...irratin ...Hungry too...after a long dancin...went home..by th time,is 10.10 pm plus in night ...I went to hug everyone(girls not boys)HUggie !! XD almost evryone is hug by me..yu wen dun wan hug hug !! emoooo...on th way bak..message a lot of ppl because I..THE BRAVEST WOMEN!! IS SCARE ! =(

happen somethin when i go down th bus...dam scare...went to causeway..wif my costume on it..ppl was laughin !! OMGGGGGGG why causeway point haf so many ppl when it is so late !! dammmmn..went home...nv wear shoes...PAIIN !! ...call lots of ppl when i am walkin XDD i act cool when i was waitin for bus ... XD i act like i m talkin at phone and i was stanin in a pose of cool cool man wajajajaja

Thn i reach home finally...Bathin was the tirest thing in the world for me !! When the water touch my feet..I scream like hell...I am scare of pain .. !! I just scream and scream until th pain is over..thn the water just splash on my feet again..i scream. wakakakakkaka BYE !

2010-01-29T22:58:00.000+08:00

feel like sayin sad thing again ... hais..... so much thing happen tonight...why must i know so much and why must i ask so much zzzzzz !!! Fan... Anyway..i am not emo kia !!!!!!

2010-01-29T21:33:00.002+08:00

Today..was a ...normal day..

HL period--Run until siao wif the hyper baobei
POA period--Di siao ppl..Laugh a lot XD
CL period--Siannn...Readin readin readin

Recess time....My pe shirt is been dirty by the soup !! Ahhhhh..thn angel pull me to open door wif her...She was runnin..so i chase her..thn i almost fall down from the staircase..ALMOST !!
A-L-M-O-S-T..ahhhhh..reach class finally..thn tear come down a bit..because The soup was soo spicy and due to i almost fall down..too much shock..so cry a bit..Wahahahaa..I am not feelin sad ok?? And i did'nt break my promise to cry in school ohs !! i just got too much shock XD

after school..done mny thing...too mnny...until i verii fan..but audrey is sooo cute !!

2010-01-28T16:28:00.003+08:00

Stupid ...I actually went through all those thing and search for your new link blog which u nv tell me...And tht's wat i got...Nothin...U did'nt write anything about me...not even a jing.not even a wen.not even a Mxchelle....Mxchelle..this name sucks...It's onli use to bring me miserable..U this stupid Creature...Cold blooded...I hate u...Dun wan to remember me...I also dun wan to remember u liao..fromt hsi moment.dun except me to say hello to u ever and ever and EVER !!Jeremy ,Lonelyboiboi this name,I hate it from this moment..

2010-01-28T15:42:00.004+08:00

Today LJ day.we went to zoo..i partner wif a girl call jiali XD...we reach zoo verii fast...haf lots of fun at there...JiaLi Accompany me most of th time =DD I am gald tht i wun be lonely...Lots of picture is taken at there...tomorrow or next week will post barhs...Some pic sooo funny !! Monkey show his pi pi at me and i capture it wif camera XDD thn...something happen when we reach bak to school..after tht i went to somewhere to wait for yw and sh..drink water.....And..i dunno wat happen..I just choked on the water and water *puuuu*~~~come out of my mouth...so embarrassedddd!!Ran away immediately D= OMGG So diu nian emo dao xiao la !!Emooooooooooooooooo

as for sec 3 camp...I hope i wun be alone...Suddenly feel like sticking to joslyn sweetheart and chen ying at there...and Angel baobei too..I dunno why i got tht thinkin..i just wan to stick to them....th rest dun care dun care...Ahhh..maybe i wan stick to JiaLi and others too...I wanna to be a sticky person at there XDD

2010-01-27T15:56:00.002+08:00

Today was a fine barh..i think?..

At SR period,mdm ow scold me because i nv wear my skirt and i nv tuck in D= Thn PE lesson...Was having a match...Everyone seem to be so hight spirt...Onli me...Was thinkin somethin...After tht..Physic...Teacher ask me to collect money faster... BUt NOt my fault...Mny ppl keep sayin no money...I innocent 1...

after tht recess...joke wif shi hui and yu wen this time round..shi hui look sick?...and....english..boring~~Thn..Maths...Miss guo punish me and mny ppl to sit outside of classroom to finish homework...So unlucky...Miss mihan come and teach me how to do...But i wan to tell her tht i actually know how to do the question !! But i dunno how to refuse her !!emo...thn..Junjie pass me somethin..Thn i wait at canteen..MIss mihan come again...she teach me the question again....Ahhhhh I REALLY KNOW HOW TO DO BUT I DUNNO HOW TO TELL HER THT I KNOW HOW TO DO LE !!EMOOOO

2010-01-26T18:10:00.003+08:00

Today saw my mei mei doris..she said i alway wrote sad thing in my blog and i alway bei bully...Awws...I dunno tht...Now was feelin kind of uneasy....dunno why i have tht feelin but i hate it...it was like..something i love was gonna to be gone,,,,Kind of Heart breakin..

Hmm let's say about today...H3 lesson was slackin..miss fu make us practise our lining up thingy..hahas....i told her tht it was really inconvenience to line up accordin to index number everyday on mornin..she said she will think abouit it and try it for 1 week first XDD really hop tht we wun haf to line up to index number le..it's really so tirin !!

thn....mother tougue....Borin~~ time files~~ to recess time..joke wif yu wen until i almost fell from the staircase XD laugh until stomachache..i keep di siaoin her...I i wish shi hui was there...thn...english..borin~~History...Went to sit beside chien ying and zhe jia go sit at natasha place...LOL ! He was like a ....7 year old kid because he was sittin at the floor...Idk why chien ying and zhe jia keep quarruelin...chien ying was like...pissed off?zhe jia was like...Monkey...tht the onli word i can think of...

after school drag yu wen to canteen and eat...after tht we went to science lab to take 3/1 crystal..i took hakim and vynx de ...for fun Lol....Hakim one so nice but vynx one is normal blue..yu wen said his is not properly done...O_O

Byeeeeeeee..i am gonna to kipnapped someone crystal and ask for $$$

2010-01-24T20:23:00.005+08:00

It was like...Like...so sad...Jeremy tht stupid stupid !!!....I was startin to forget this fri and he talk wif me at msn today...startin,i dunno who is he,thn after tht i know liao...After talkin for few min,I just said a sentence like :" eat eat eat,lata become fatty" and he just lost his temper and scold me....Startin,my temper was good...thn i start scoldin bak...thn....he block me in msn..I just dunno why he can scold ppl lidat...It was so...angry....so...so...angry.....he, was so angry to be call fat? I dunno tht..all i know is i am havin bad mood now...I just hop tht he will not come and spam my blog and dun talk wif me at msn foreva...I JUST DUNNO WAT HAVE I DONE !! WHY EVERYONE SEEM TO BE LIKIN TO MAKE ME SAD,EMO OR EVEN ANGRY...IT'S MAKE ME UNWANTED....I am really angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry...A-N-G-R-Y...

SomeoneS:i think...i will be breakin my promise today...dun be mad at me ok? u know i haf no choice once i am sad...

2010-01-24T17:23:00.001+08:00

today soooo tireddddddd....awwwss..everyone blog de tagboard seem to have post rate too high 1...so hard to tag them...emo...today went out with dad to eat...dad and i sit wif his friend and a little girl...Was so noisy...Thn i went shoppin at causeway and marsilin...to search for costume and "tang tang" XD...found a dress...quite suitable for chingay...But i love the pink colour 1...But the theme for the chingay is blue n red...hais...emo emo emo emo emo emo emo..tomorrow got school again...100% wan emo again...I wan emo foreva !!

2010-01-23T17:01:00.003+08:00

Sometimes....
It's really...
So...
Diffcult to find...
Someone U loves
truely...
It's was like...
Steading with ppl was to..
fill up your lonely feelin...
It was not love...
right?...
Why isit so diffcult...?
to understand...
it was really a headache to...
know who i like...
him? him? or him?
i am really so headahce..
about love...
Love is so bitter yet sweet~
right?
or shall i just find 1 and be my boyfri and that it?..
ok?

2010-01-22T18:51:00.003+08:00

i Did it again....I dunno Wat's the matter wif me today !!!!....I have been so emotional nowdays....Mum wun be back until feb....I feel sad without her...Today went to cca waas a totally bad idea....the sun...I feel sick....I keep gettin headache nowday ...Tuesday can't come school because of headache too...zzzz....Dad say if continue headache must go see doctor...sian...I hate doctor more thn any1 in my life...Just 1 word and they poke a needle on u or force u to eat medicine..hais...

2010-01-22T13:16:00.002+08:00

Hais...today...Idk why my mood is so bad today !!...I scream at shi hui and yu wen today at recess time and i ran away...I dun even know wat they do wrong...hais...I just felt..somethin in my body is heating up and i just scream at them...After tht went to open the classroom door...Saw they two was happy like i dun exist or wat..thn felt sad...go emo in classroom for few min...i wun cry!! i promise tht i wun cry ! After school..they two nv wait for me? i dunno...I wait at classroom for them to show up but they nv...so went off emoin again...Went home...now.....lata need to go school again for cca and tomorrow haf a match...hais....

Someone seem to turn from pai kia to guai kia liao...isit? Idk tht...

2010-01-20T18:57:00.005+08:00

Boredddd....Today mdm ow ask us to sit according to index no....Was irritated by tht...sianz...PE lesson was fun...Mny ppl ask me why nv come yesterdae...Soli !! Headacheeee!!!ok..heres a short post?..

Me and shi hui haf done a thingy about boys and here are the top 3 ppl we think is Handsome in sec 3 Chinese boy...

Mine ........... shi hui
1st: Sean 3/2 . 1st:Vynx 3/1
2nd:vynx 3/1 .2nd:Guan Ming 3/1
3rd:jeffrey 3/1 .3rd:Jason 3/1

2010-01-18T16:04:00.002+08:00

awwws...i break my promise to someone...i promise her not to cry at school anymore this year..and yet..i cry today....Can't help it....Mdm ow Dun let me go for chingay and i am half an hour late ! My friends are all dancing at there....Mdm ow still dun let me off...th problem th nail...hais...she cut my nail until so short...heart breakin...and her nail cutter so...zzz...So hard to cut...After tht...Can't tolerate anymore and i cry...Finally when my nail are "gone" mdm ow let me off...hais...cry on the way down...ppl was like..wat the hack...watching...hais...can't stop when i start cryin..tht's th problem....

hais...Really Got Problem about teachers....First,Morning assembly...why wun we sit to our wish in th hall or other place? why we must sit to out index no? anyway,miss fu will surely ask our index number,so wat's is the problem? is any thing wrong???Why MUST we sit accordin to index number???!!

second...Fringe...U know..every girl i met,9/10 haf fringe ....why can't we haf a bit on fringe? why must we be so strict to hair?it was like...extra to check so strict...so extra...i dun thinkhaving a little fringe matter so much...teacher really haf nothin to do...Really...

anyway..today slack at 7 eleven for so long wif yu wen and shi hui tht my head ache so much....Got home,dad say my face was like...ghost?....thn i say where got,i so black sia...thn he go out buy food for me le...And....he also prepared Medicine for me.....awwwws

2010-01-17T21:52:00.007+08:00

XDDD This picture is "someone" help me tied de hair...Althought his tying skill is so bad but it's still okok...Wait wait..dun think wrongly..th person is my so call gan-kor...But he got a girlfri tht is....o.oll a....Girl who... Tends to jealous quite a bit ...Kor de girlfri Dun like mee....I dunno why????!!!!

Anyway,My phone is fixed !!! Dad change the outer skin for me le..XD and he downlaod lots of chinese song for me...i love love love 2 song tht is inside...Really love...!!!!! Realllllllli...Ah...! mum will bak in tuesday..yippi mama !! i wonder wat gift she will give me or nothin? o.o I wan A white or black Bag !! I hop she remember to buy for me? O.O ok barh..Byee peeps !

2010-01-15T19:03:00.002+08:00

Shit Shit shit !!! Monday is gonna to be a bad day...Teachers checking hair,nail attire and all...OMG...!!

Today is very tired...cca time..coach took out a machine and ball keep coming out of it..we haf to bat the ball...hais...My batting is ok..But i can't seem to catch the ball...every time when i miss,feel like cryin....Disappoint....We pratice for almost 3 hour ....Was standing all th time...hais...emo lo...when going home..my hair was in a mess...so untied it and went home..thn somethin happen...a child sitting behind me dunno why pull my hair !!!!! Thn dun let off...a boy from riverside secondary come to help me =D Really tks tks tks tks tks tks..!! if not my hair will be doom!

My phone really spoil !! O-M-G...my dad go repair it..He said if exceed $40 dollar for repair,he will buy new hp for me..yippi mama !!! Wakakaka...thn...Another thing...DON PRANK CALL ME AND SEND MESSAGE THT SAY LOVE U,LIKE U,MISS U OK??!!! TO THE WHAT EVER CREATURE WHO DI SIAO ME!DIAO...

2010-01-14T15:51:00.002+08:00

Today school was fun...laugh alot.. XD But first...i really really really wanna to thanks angel for Telling Mdm Ow And Dun let Someone Sit Beside me....Thanksss....I dun think i hug enough u....Tomorrow gonna hug u twice moree !! Tksss !!

Today i was almost lated for school...But nv lated lor..i am good student XD....Arggg sian...My phone de screen spoil...cannot see anything...verii angry...Blah blah blah~~ At chemistry lesson,Me and nadia and other ppl saw wat we should'nt see...we all laugh..zi hao said:" nice Body!" LOOOOOL !!! Nadia was blushing and i was stunned...LOL...Annnnd....after school..stay back for a while at classroom thn go library..Went to canteen after tht but angel not there...hais...go causeway take away and go home...Mum going malaysia for 6 day today....Dad sending her to airport..lonely at home...

2010-01-13T17:54:00.003+08:00

So long nv post,blog all died le !! sianz....Got so many thingy happen nowsday...My bro go malaysia le...And...I m sorry for 1 thing....I Start Slashin again....Dun mean it...It was like The pain can take away all my pain...And...My HandPhone Spoil !!! The reason is I smash it on floor and all the batteries blah blah drop and the screen got problem...phew.....Dad and mum was dead angry wif me..they even say wanna get a 30-70 plus dollar phone for me...Awwss.. I dun wan ^#%^&!#$#%^$#!! Emo...

School day was kinda of bored without shi hui and shi hui...They was like change? I mean...They dun like me to stick to them le? they dun like me when i act cute to them? Idk...but i just felt tht...Yu wen was like irrated by me and shi hui was like...Getting far and far~~...Luckily School is not quite bored with...angel,joslyn,chien ying,nadia,vinna Azura and...May be zhe jia ba...He's not bad to play with but sometime he looks like angry angry de like was about to throw temper..so when i saw his face change,i quicky siam siam siam~~Pro leh?! =D

Then..today...wanna go home when having food at school with a lots of ppl...thn saw amy... T^T she dragged me to causeway and eat thing....But we chatted a lot...she taught me about something to boys...I said i like some1..(i think so?) I think i say the name...OMGGG anyway,it's fun =D

at home...dad got take -away chicken rice for me...Hais....School 2 meal,Causeway and home 2 meal...4 MEAL LEH !!! I WAN ON DIET LEH !! all ppl keep tempting me with food~~~Bully me T^T All buy my favourite food~~now super super full...Tomorrow maybe onli eat 1 mean to recover all the fats that i eat today..awws awwws...Gonna get 45 Kg back !! Target !!!! XDDD

2009-12-23T22:01:00.002+08:00

Yeahh!! My brother haven go malaysia yet XDD !! My parent change planning...Brother 31/12 thn go there...Still got a few more day left...so okok barhs...Now dad tell me the planning...Kor is going malaysia...thn mum maybe going after she got her pay...so left my dad and me staying in singapore for sure..Lucky !! My dad wan me to finish my schooling first..Lucky lucky !!...Does'nt feel quite sad about brother going le...He can webcam wif me when he got there and school holiday i can go bak to visit him.. XD

Korkor....Dun go..

2009-12-21T16:15:00.004+08:00

how??....I have two bad news and 1 good news...

bad news is...my brother is going malaysia to work and stay for 1 year....and after 1 year,he is going army...tomorrow he will be going....i really dun wan him to go....The moment he is gone,no 1 will by magazine for me...no 1 will accompany me to sleep when i am scared to dark...no 1 will play wif me....No 1 will scold me...I will be alone every night...nothing can be change le...but at least at malaysia there,haf a computer..i can msn wif him...but i hop there is webcam...i will really miss him....And..mine mum say she going there to accompany brother too after this year....that mean only left me and my dad...And shortly,we maybe haf to go too...i dun wan....i wan all to stay in malaysia...

another bad news is...(CANCEL)

Good new is... yu wne is coming bak when my brother is gone....Not quite a good new for me....i mean..i am happy thta my ah wen is back..but my brother....i dun wish him to go malaysia...i will miss him alot alot alot

2009-12-16T15:33:00.002+08:00

I dunno how much tear i haf wasted yesterday....I haf been counting down the amount of day that yu wen is going to japan and the school reopen day...

Today...is the day where yw is leaving for japan...was crying yesterday until 4.18am...than yu wen replied my sms...she said she's going airport liao...burst to cry again....Try to act happy in sms..it's seem tht she nv noticed anything wrong....now...wake up...remember that yu wen is gone....cry again...Nv felt so...sad when my friend are leaving for oversea...when i read wat i type..i cry again...what i cry baby i am,isit ?

Nobody know that i am so scare next year....i dun wan to be separated to yu wen and shi hui...i hate changes...I scare i will embarrassed myself from the start of the day....i scare no one will play with me....I scare Yu wen and shi hui and not be my friend when time goes...Our friendship will be gone...It's normal...When friend aren't in same class,they wouldn't be friends anymore...It's all the same....

2009-12-11T17:16:00.002+08:00

Oo Was feelin...well.... a bit...Vomittin? LOL...just watch finish a movie call "female courtress"...The whole thing was like....disgustin??!! But i watch from starting to ending because i wanna know how the endin is =X i am not sicko ok!!??

hmm here's the story...starting was....A baby is born...and afew year passed...the girl(which is the baby) saw how her parent kill ppl which stole thing..and the body slowing rotten...thn she begin to haf a thinkin..so she took a chick and bury it on the pot of soil ALIVE !!...after tht..she dug out the soil and was shock to see tht the chick dead...in fact..she thought tht burying tht chick will help the chicken grow up..XD so cute...

after a few year...she Was like....Haf a Relationship wif a young man..thn her mum know because her stomach was showin(pregnant)...And the mum kill the young man...The video ACTUALLY show us how they kill the man..== Btw the girl was Name Elizabeth.after a few month...Elizabeth's baby was born..it was a baby boy=D but her mum throw the baby away right after it was born :X..Elizabeth was forced to marry at age 15..

Her husband died after 15 year...they got 3 children..all girls..Thn she fell in love wif a young man again =.= by tht time,she was 39 year old and the young man was 21 year old...LOL! thn blah blah blah~~ the young man's father force him to marry another 15 year old young lady....Thn a misunderstand appear...lazy to say...

after tht..Elizabeth realish tht her face and everythin was gettin wrinkled...She was mad...Suddenly,the maid which was combing her hair accidently pull her hair..so she hit the maid hard on her face....Blood was comin out...0.0 as Elizabeth was cleaning up her face,she noticed tht her face get smoother after the blood was on her face...(actually was the sun's ray problem)...so she ask the maid whether she was a virgin ornot...

After tht.....Elizabeth BEGIN HER KILLIN =x she thn invented a machine tht can squeeze a body blood all out..(They Actually show us the process and The body.....OMG!)...after a few year...the young man was bak...He know wat's Elizabeth is doing but he dun believe because he love her.....in the end...everything was known...everyone got his/her punishment...hanging,and chopping head off O.O..Elizabeth was sentence to lock inside a small room and wait until she old to death...The young man look so guilty...after tht...last part was so...Vomittin...Elizabeth bited her hand hard...and let the blood flow....thn she died because of loss of blood... =X bad ending....!!!!

wow..i type so mny words??!! hahahas...Nowdays hav been playing dragonica...wif yu wen and shi hui....So jealous =X yu wen haf a Bf name style in the game.Shi hui haf her ==boyfri name hibari...( i dun like him!) zero haf dal..and i haf no 1 =( emo emo emo emo emo emo emo emo =X nothin to say byebyebyebye =X

2009-12-10T14:04:00.014+08:00

2009-12-02T14:51:00.003+08:00

Hi Guys....

Long time Haven Post,my blog is already dead~~DX

Let's post about theese few days...

last week went to chingay thing....was having fun wif shi hui and yu wen although we slack through the whole period...Thn the bus let us off to causeway point so we went to kfc for eating...after tht...went home le...Others day also haf quite a lot of event happening...Yesterdae de Yesterdae went to yu wen home for chingay thing...in the end,we also slack and play...Yu wen Molest mee !! =( Next time dun wear mini skirt to yu wen house le ! thn after tht..spent 2 day rackin my brain about chingay clothes....almost went mad...was sewing here and there...but in the..the whole room is full of my cloth de rubbish....Mum was quite mad...and i almost step on needle laying on floor...lucky !

Today..wake up in morning...was crying for no reason...actually no exactly for no reason...
Reason 1: I really scared of next year without yu wen and sh hui..they two was my best friend in seconday.....I dun wan to think of my year without them....I dunwan to end up to a class which i dun like it..thinkin of it,i begin to cry again...

Reason 2:Chingay clothes is makin me cryin....

Reason 3:He did'nt....tell me tht he haf a blog... Nothin...does'nt matter....I dun really care so much...after all i was at wrong first...

i really can't think of days without my jokers....

2009-11-20T22:24:00.002+08:00

Bad mood now....Seem to be having bad mood everyday...all because of him....say he dun understand me...-,- i so hard to understand meh???!! -,--,- nvm dun care about Stupid ppl..

ok..Today went to school wif yu wen to take form for the chingay...shi hui can't come as she is in somewhere at earth...thn went to 7-eleven to eat.. XD after tht,yu wen went home...so i went to woodland centre to buy fabric for dear yw and sh...see!! i so gd.... =d went home after tht...nothin special le barhs....tomorrow goin to sell book in jurong east...i did'nt except to be so farr !! i thought in riverside sec sell book...the aunt call me and said :" ah...is it jingwen? can u meet me at 6.15am morning at the mrt in causeway?" i said yes and teh aunt say byebye....after tht,the aunt call again...and said:"ah sorry..i forget to say..can wear hoemclothes...but cannot wear slippers...and we are goin jurong there wif 12 ppl.cya!" after that..i was like....wtf???!! SO FAR???sob.....thn ok barhs..get ready lor..T^T...

thn sunday haf to go chingay thing de...waaaaaaaaaa i need to sleep siaa...alway wake up at 1 or 2 pm plus..now ask me to wake up so early...waaaaa i die liao i die liao i die liao...sob....somemore tomorrow i dunno any1 that is goin to sell book wif me...awwsss later no 1 talk wif me... T^T...wanna ask joslyn sweetheart whether she got go ma and this is wat she reply me...sob

(5:55 PM) Sian Sian Siann:
sweetheart..u tomorrow got sell book in bookshop?

(6:09 PM) ♥ Luvs , Joslyn:
sweetheart..u tomorrow got sell book in bookshop?

(6:09 PM) Sian Sian Siann:
o.oll why repeat?

(6:09 PM) ♥ Luvs , Joslyn:
o.oll why repeat?

(6:09 PM) Sian Sian Siann:
-,-ll

(6:10 PM) ♥ Luvs , Joslyn:
bb

(6:10 PM) Sian Sian Siann:
o

see!! sweetheart siao siao de...LOL jokin Jokin... Xd ok liao...byee !

2009-11-19T12:38:00.002+08:00

i dun think i haf done any thing wrong !!! Writing"u sucks" in your tagboard is from the bottom of my heart !! i really think u suckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk !!! and i nv kpkb to you ok...wan vs me to bad word,i ok de...anyway,all my bad word is u teach me.."TEACHER"

2009-11-16T22:22:00.002+08:00

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u see this !!! WAT KIND OF STUPID PERSON IS THIS!! NO LIFE SIA ask man to help u "service" la ! XDD i so bad wakakakaa

2009-11-16T19:42:00.002+08:00

Today went to sembawang shopping centre to buy chingay material..on 20th need to meet up miss fasha to check material....Thn tomorrow need to go somewhere? to work...dunno safe or not but goin wif sister..btw found the job on9

After shopping at shoppin centre..me and yu wen go take shutter bus..but int he end cannot get off at yishun mrt station because the perople was squeezing us..in the end the bus driver closed the door...after tht went round and round before goin bak to woodland centre wif yu wen to buy fabric...after tht..we were super hungry..so went to kfc to eat...Bao bao le XD..

after tht went home le..nowsday was in loved wif a drama call "tao hua xiao mei" english naem call momo love..super niceee !! after tht suddenly mood bad?? dunno...i think...maybe will tio scold barhs...see first...hope tag box wun be scold..

2009-11-12T16:22:00.002+08:00

Today early in morning went out le..mum dun let me go do the flyer job but i still go out :X... shhhh~~ dun tell her!~~

Lol..the job was like..giving out flyer thn if the person tht take your flyer response to the company and sign up for the course,u will get $10 per person..if no 1 response..is equal to $0 LOL...Found it online using computer yesterdae...still got mny flyer job barhs...o.o after tht i went to marsiling primary and give out flyer...while wen xia and diana went to fuchun primary to gif out..after...1 hour...i onli gif out half of the paper..grrrr...so bo bian..went to the mail box there and put in..wakakkakaa..

finish everythin le..yu jing come.went to Haf chatting for about half hour? thn to KFC Eating...all eat yu jing de because i forget to bring money and others dun wan to buy..so all eat yu jing de..wakakakkaaasss..after....diana go le...went to coffee shop for eating again..thn went home..=P hahas.. Nothin le buaii!

2009-11-11T21:40:00.003+08:00

MaMa MiYaaa !!! awws...got black a bit...just now swim so tired...play wif wen xia and yu jing..they all gossiping LOL ! psps..hmm...we took a long time to bath....thn went to nearby coffee shop to eat....chicken rice taste so niceee !! after tht went to causeway de cold storage buy things..thn went back le..damn..got so mny thing to buy....and i am short of money !! waaaaa !!
Things need to buy:
Materials for chingay.. ($30+)
new swimming costumes($50+)
outing wif sister($40+)
Ear piece($30+)
Book($20+)
Videosx2($60+)
Total:$230!!!!!!!!!

aaawwwwssss !! so much...=.=ll

2009-11-11T09:10:00.003+08:00

hahahas... 300 Post le !!!... Todae sleep for 15 houurs pLus !! LOL !! haf a dream tht is quite smilar to wat happen recenly..so dun quite wan to say... Btw btw !! Todae night goin swimming wif yu jing they all..but diana and josephine jie haven confirm..Yu jing haven confirm time also.. =,=lll If today cannot..thn continue save money to go wild wild wet barhs..

Yesterdae went to cca..teachers was quite shock to see me there? go pass up form first before goin to fushan garden for the bus to take us to woodland stadiam.O.0 so near still take bus ? dun care..no need to walk wakakkaa...at first..The sun wasn't too bright..thn we run..was out of breath after 1hour....thn practice fielding.i was told to be wif the C girls..hais...I m B girl leh !! -,-ll after tht..the sun got stronger..so bright...wan to cry tht time..Haven been in sun for about 2-3 week le...today all die le laa !! Stupid..tomorrow dun go cca le..Cannot get exposed in sun..Because i dun wan to be dark skin tone again !!!but mine skin is the 1 which will turn dark easily de !! zzz....-,- Tht's all barh..wish me gd luck to "him" :D

2009-11-10T00:13:00.001+08:00

Todae went to school..morning haf hard time to get up..awwsss...in the end...Forget to sign the paper !!!!!!!! awwwwssss !!!!!!!!tomorrow haf to go bak again...after tht shop in causeway....saw yong tai..and i wave at him !!!!!!!! i wave at him !!??? OMG...Nothin to say..Byee !

2009-11-08T21:19:00.002+08:00

Dunno wat to post.... was having bad mood now after seeing someoneS blogS....Haiss....Nvm...Just now went to his blog and see...Hmm..nv went to his blog for 3-4 week le...found out tht he tio canning ? by the school? o.o maybe barhs? when i saw tht....i immediately think:"Serve him right..." dunno why i haf this thinking...I guess he dun come to my blog le..so i can say all theese thing...serve him right?????!!!

Just now also went to ... Forget it...Dun wish to say...all useless saying..wat blogging...all useless....Anyway..tomorrow goin to school wif yu wen to pass up form at 11am..hop mood will rise when i saw her ? because she is my lucky star xd....hahas....Buai...

2009-11-05T18:09:00.002+08:00

arrrrrrrgggggggggggg
I am so ANGRY now !!
I am soooooooo angry !!
I am soooooo sooo angry !!!!!!
I am mad ! I am Angry !!
I wanna to KILL THEY THREE !!
i am SOOOO ANGRY
.I AM SUPER MAD AND ANGRY
AND watever !!
AWWWWWWWWWSS !!
WHAT DO HIM HAF THE RIGHT TO BLAME ME !!
WHAT THE HELL !
Super super ANGRY !!!
DAMNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN
EVERYONE SUCKS TODAYS !!!!!! HATE THEM !

2009-11-05T12:40:00.002+08:00

still feel sad about yesterdae thing....dunneo why they must be so firece....wat haf i done ?? nvm...Now raining..a best way to forget those thing is...go out...hahas...Today skip cca again...was having a "little" bit of fever... Sianzz.....Today sun so dull for me...

2009-11-04T18:37:00.014+08:00

Picture posted..all so blur...nvm..also no mood to care...Tomorrow goin cca..Hais....Just now playing sa wif some friend which haven been contacting for a bit long time ? They were Like ...Firece......Nvm...Bye..

2009-11-01T09:38:00.002+08:00

Haf quite a fun day yesterdae :D went to east coast wif shi hui,yu wen joslyn and chien ying..took about 1h 20 min plus to reach there ? Thn found out tht the pit was so long to reach..so shi hui me and yu wen go rent bicycle to ride....haven ride for years..so when i begin to ride...the gear of wat slash tio leg de ankle...zzz...thn after tht,haf some accident wif a lady riding a bicycle too..so leg...zzzzz.....

reach there le...raining...was so wet !! And...wth !!!!!! i was wearing white clothes..so....inside....ahhhhhhhhhh !!!! soooooooooooo eeeeeee !!!! T^T......but since i got wet le..so go play in the rain for a few min first..wakakakaa...dunn quite care about the rain..but in the end..haf to get into shelter ..... because IT WAS SOOO COLD !!!..waaaaaaa thn...o.o junjie fenghao and othes? go take our bicycle and go...without permission !!!!....... i wan ride in rain de leh....

after tht rain haf gone a bit over le...call junjie...he dun pick up MY PHONE !!...spam call..STILL DUN WAN PICK...angry....Thn call Wang June...he Even ASK WHO AM I !!! dam angry....after tht..shoes was hurting my leg ankle..so take it off...OMG !! No wonder so PAIN !!..The sand was rubbing through the injury !! waaaaaaaaaaaaaaa !!!

o.o thn guan ming call...junjie answer...told himk to gif us bak our bicycle..quite firece because was verii cold..thn he dun wan... zzzzz...so keep asking him to gif bak..after tht hang off le.. =.=lll quite no manner..Sorri sorri LOL...cold ma...not my fault =.=ll thn mrs selvan and the rest come..we went to eat eat eat eat....junjie thn come bak wif the rest..Bicycle BAK !!! hehehe~~! night come ~~

bbq started...Bicycle GONE AGAIN... =.=ll eat a bit of the food thn went to find others to return the bicycle.. ^^ ride bak to the thingy...fall down from bicycle two time..stupid leg....After tht...shi hui and yu wen dun wan to go bak to bbq le...so we went to seven-eleven to eat...joke a lot of thing...went to play the Machine Game !! wakakaaka...spent 15 dollar plus but win no prize... =.=ll unlucky.. :X..the way bak to the bus stop was super scary..all dark dark 1...shi hui was so scare....yu wen was kinda brave...thn they ask me to play song..i play..My songs was kinda funny..so when they heard the first sound..they thought was ghost..So they was shouting and running..i thought they saw ghost..so got scared and run...in the end..was my ringtone sound..zzzz....was veri scared barh...

yu wen mum fetch us from causeway and ride us bak home because it was late...Thank q!!! =D Byeee !!!

2009-10-30T17:33:00.003+08:00

Todae got bak result..but first..we went to Haf HL lesson...Was jokin wif yu wen wif the ghost thingy..she whack me so mny thing T^T Thn got bak result..4 fail...=.=lll thn...Cannot get into natt...Yu wen got in..shi hui also get in..tht mean jokers will be turn to 2 jokers ? Miss fasha said test our friendship...really scared tht our friendship can't be tested ? Dunneo tht...At least when sawing yu wen a bit sad..althought dunno who she sad for..but quite happy ..at least got some1 care bout me ? shi hui cried during the video time.. =,=...I nv cry... :D think postive rite ?..at least got chien ying,angel and joslyn accompany barhs...Angel cried...wanted to go an wei her de..but i scared she push me away...hais...After tht went to play lame games wif jokers again..yu wen said :" i know u will cry at home lata right?" shock tio...how she know... smart ! thumbb upp !

Quite dissapointed ba...i dun wan to get same class wif tht person laa....beginning to hate him and feel like slapping him when i saw him....damn...haf to spent another year wif him....

2009-10-29T13:06:00.002+08:00

Todae r3 day....Tied a hairstyles tht is Side way de..which is..Act cute but not cute hairstyles LOL !!! We went to blk 705 to collect newspaper..jingxuan make us lost our way !! ahhhhhhhh !!

After tht..reach the blk..Went wif vinna to start askin for newspaper at 2nd floor...Wat the hell !! from 2-4 floor,no 1 haf newspaper!! waaaaaa!! after tht,at 5th floor,got a uncle gif us lots of newspaper..6th floor also got a aunt gif us super super super mny..so we left some of the newspaper at there while me and vinna continue our Newspaper searching game LOL !...went straight to 10th floor to collect...Super tired...2-10 floor sia...Si jingxuan go from 13-10 Floor Onli ! grrrr ! after tht,haf a hard time carrying it up because Our dear lrd Loh jing xuan cannot find the newspaper... !!

carry until hand wrist full of red mark LOL !...No need slash le...wakakakak... :X after tht..tie tie tie~~~ Thn jingxuan pass me a bag full of newspaper..overload le la !!...was dragging it across the road...drag drag drag ~~ Suddenly..The plastic bag 1 handle break..waaaaaaa!! Haf to use 1 side to drag...Too heavy la !!!

After tht...Jingxuan went off wif 2 stack of newspaper to the checking point.I was thinking...since he carry until so light..thn i should haf no problem de la..hehehe...in the end.. =.=lll carry until half-way,was out of breath...thn saw my lucky star!!...zafren and vynx was comin this way to help..Lucccccccky !!!!! Stuff the newspaper to vynx hand and zhao !! wakakakaka !!!! i so bad !!!!! But..zhao bak to teacher side..she ask me to carry 1 more stack...T^T..so drag drag drag the newspaper to checking point..After tht,went to help yu wen..This time..carry the newspaper....a bit heavy... :X not a bit !! IS HEAVYYYYYY !! T^T...carry carry carry~~ and take photo..thn help to take mny th lorry.. i wonder how much we can make LOL !! i money face de leh !!

slack wif yu wen and shi hui near the blk...we were playing lame games...haha..now downloading the game call dragonica..seem to be quite funn? o.0 downloading finish le !! Byyee!!

2009-10-28T20:08:00.002+08:00

Sian Laaa..!! My bro(he is not my bro!) keep on talkin My Xiao shou Book and ead..Hey ! Tht's Girls Reading Book LEH ! u boy go read for wat.. zzz... Angry..Dun care bout him..

Today Went to school a bit late..was not feeling well when i saw something..nvm.dun wish to say.We haf healthy Breakfast...Sandwich,Grape and Milo..The sandwich...gif shi hui to eat..so Keep on talkin the grapes to eat.. :D..But..grape mixed wif milo super sour..waaaaaa !!... T^T i so unlucky..

Thn...we went to take a purple bus to the art thingy...Reach there...The show was super FUNNN AND NICEE !! OMG I LOVE IT !!...A bit violent also.. LOL !...Shouting here and there..hahas...Joke wif shi hui and yu wen...=D After tht,went to The bus and Play wif yu wen psp...eat lunch wif shi hui at school and went bak home..

cannot say liao...Dad nagging..My stupid idoit Bro(he is not my Bro) Go Take more of my xiao shuo Book..Damn..why can't he respect me ?? Tht's my book leh !!..he simply just take it and read...wtf...Act like nothin happen is it? in fact! i haven forget u SLAP me..OK?

2009-10-27T19:49:00.002+08:00

Todae haf lots of fun in school.Morning get to go a place..indoor inter ?? wat?? foeget liao... 0.0 we play all kinds of game...First,team wif jingxuan,chien ying,jeffrey and yu wen..we get 10 mark Onli LOL ! thn team wif joslyn,chien ying,shi hui and yu wen to play the fishing game...After tht...team wif..darlene and her gangs...And so on...

Did'nt wan to talk wif someone..."someone" was holding on to all the credits..."someone" was making me a bit wanna to blow off temper..."someone" was actting like "someone" was verii important..."someone" were showing off !!! I dun wanna make it like i m jealous or wat..i just felt tht Everyone should haf a chance right?..."someone" is just hogging all the fun thing...Hais..I onli wan to team wif my besties le la.. did'nt wan to team wif tht "someone"...

Hmm if wan guess who the "someone" is..gif ya a clue..The "someone" is either a boy or girl !! Sooo Nice of me to gif clue worrss !! Must thank me!!

2009-10-26T15:19:00.003+08:00

bad mood just now...Keep on getting angry...anyway..today went to school..First period..see mrs selvan..check nail and grooming..slack all the period...Thn mother tougue..so bored...Checking paper....hais...Was day dreaming...thn recess...eat wif yu wen and shi hui as per normal..but nv saw joslyn and others..felt strange and a bit lonely lonely?..after tht,Darlene make us laugh when she said chinese bad word !! LOL !! Laugh until wan cry tht time..

after tht...english..mrs selvan lesson again..she come check my skirt length....nail...hair..everything..-,- hais...Mny ppl were sent to rubbish bin there to cut fingernail..like titus,chien ying,vynx? o.o dunno..forget liao..after tht...Jing xuan tht SI ZHU...I told HIM so mny time tht i dun wan to stay downstair during r3 day..and HE Ask me to stay..WTH??? Lrd verii big ah?... Can be arrogant is it?...Laugh wat?..verii funny?...Ppl told u SO mny time tht I DUN WAN TO STAY DOWNSTAIR AND WAIT..Damn...Purposely is it? got 2 more ppl to chose and u chose me to wait at below...Itch for a pain la....I m not goin to go for r3 day if u make me stay downstair..It's already verii lonely without my ah wen le..u still wan do this...wtf? i easily bully is it??!

After tht...yu wen done something tht make me a bit fed up..so just dump them and walk to causeway myself..on the way..saw vynx they all..such a big gang..zzz...Walk slowly...Dun let them discover..Thn went to buy some book..after tht..take bus..zzz!!! saw feng hao and guan ming taking same bus wif me...hahas.. u can't run away from this LOL..Nothin le..Byee!

2009-10-26T00:17:00.003+08:00

Todae...Hais!!!!!!!!! Early in morning,Mum drag me up to eat breakfast..Last week is dad,Now is mum turnnnn waaaaaaaa....why me...

eat eat eat..thn dad gimme $12 dollar to shop wif mum..thn went to look around...Saw candy shop :D Brought mny candy ball which is tasty..Thn saw a shoes i like verii long..but is $19.90...Tht time forget to bring money out..so Pls mum to buy for me..LOL !!...Finally brought it. The uncle aunt there was like....a bit... =.=lll because they know my dad verii well..so when i wan to pay money,they said it my dad daughter..no need to pay la....wan pay also gif my dad to pay lata..was like a bit.. diao~~ But still smile...pay money le..The uncle verii nice :D gimme discount..so brought the shoes wif $16..Okok ba..

after tht,mum go buy super super mny goodies to eat..and she brought Iceeeeee-cream !!!! Yuummmi !! Haf lots of fun todae!hais..tomorrow is Mrs selvan day...Zzzzzz!!

and..to someone : u think i m born to get ignore by u ? In msn,Say hi to me and immdiately log out..U think is cool ? I think it is coward !...U sucks ! Next time,u do this again,i m gonna to Kick u out of my friend list,Msn,facebook and everything u UNDERSTAND ? I said i dun blame u anymore...why u still run away from me...U really sucks Man !

2009-10-25T01:07:00.001+08:00

Zzzz Damn fed up...Keep on redoing this Banned story..because my internet Keep on DC....MAKE ME KEEP REDOING..ALOST DONE LE THN IT DC..so anyhow do this la...Bored and angry...Redo like 8-9 time LEH !!...all the word type super fast...so anything wrong not my fault worrss!

2009-10-24T23:28:00.002+08:00

Bear Bear!!! Onli $19.90 ^^ John little still haf 3-4 more..wakakaaa...The one i wan In kiddy palace dun haf le..so buy this...Hehehe i Lovee It !!! ^^^^^^^^!!!!!!!

2009-10-24T18:04:00.002+08:00

Wake up at afternoon..yesterdae was unable to sleep....6 am plus thn sleep...So much trouble happening le...I lie to him tht i haf boyfri le...He was like...saying :" if u two break,can i be back up?' thn i lie again...i siad i love my bf veri much....wun break...after tht...he scold me...say...i lie to him...make him wait at causeway for so long....wat he got fever after tht...actually i dun quite believe tht...But haiss...nvm..just say byebye and log off...Lucky he nv ask who is my bf..if not..where am i gonna to find a fake boyfri??!! if i am gonna to ask "him" again,it's very strange right? he fake my boyfri for so mny time...Sianzz...So fan laa !!! Lata gonna to causeway buy the big big teddy bear which i save money for so long !!!Super big de !! =D hehehes!!! Buaiii!!

2009-10-24T02:36:00.000+08:00

2009-10-23T23:18:00.003+08:00

In morning...almost get ran down by a car...Because was thinking something...should i accept him? But i really dun like ppl who lie to me..He lie to me...enlarge the truth...so should i accept?..Nvm..

Thn...Healthly lifestyles....Haf to squat at the field..leg so suan...After tht...English...Thn mrs slevan bring me out to talk...first..she said.:"why nv tuck in shirt? wan act sexy is it.."thn immdiately gif her attitude..say i nv...thn continue..Thn she said about my hairband...After tht..she check my fingernail..Thn scold somemore...Talk back to her...and she said me singing...after tht..she told me to show her my wrist...Show...Nothin...Luckily...she nv saw the 2 scar...i said it's the old scar...

Already wanted to cry tht time..Thn she bring me to general office...said:" gimme your parent number..who u wan me to call..who at home now.."...And..Argue wif her a bit...She scold again..Find out tht i am stupid....mrs slevan can threaten me wif calling my parent...And when any teacher scold me,i cry....Mei yong...Useless...after tht..she still scold..thn she ask me to sit down..scold again...Already wan burst out my tear le..lucky she let me go...And said :" monday,i wan to see all the thing done..fingernail,hair,attire..if not,i will call your parent.."Choing out of general office...and burst out in cry...cry for a few min behind the office...thn went to join my class...But still crying...whole eye was getting so red...Was feeling sleeply...Play...Captain ball was so fun..but jing xuan irrated joslyn sweetie..she was like...super angry...=( after tht,tio hit by the ball...wanna to Throw temper..but see~~ jasmine throw de..o...since she so cute,so dun wanna scold her..hahas!!

eat at canteen after tht..Slack at library wif shi hui and yu wen..after tht..went home..my so call "kor"(haven forgive him for slapping me) snatch com wif me..Suan le..went to sleep..wake up at night...suddenly cry....was feeling emo...temper raises...banging my hand to the mirror..shout at my pillow..Thn..went to bath..Fill the thing wif water..and stuff my head in it..Really dun wan to breath...Wait until was out of breath..thn come out..try tht for verii long..until...nose bleed..Fine..stop playing liao..Playing com..complain to my kor and his fri...after tht.."kor" come and wanted to sntach my com again...Mum scold both of us..i said :" I hate him..he's not my kor" thn mum:"u hate everyone in the family is it??"thn she scold somemore..was feeling sad...everyone hates me...dad come back..i show him attuide too...was making everyone hate me..hais..was showing him attuide because he promise me to buy the big big teddy bear today,but he did'nt..Hais..

anyway sobb!!Ear de 3rd and 4th hole verii pain...keep putting out the earring and putting back...mrs selvan fault again...she force me to take off the earring when i first pirece after 1 week..so the hole haven recover...thn it's was pain whenever i wanted to put back...siann...nvm...after 4-5 days...i can get rid of her....if she be my form teacher on next week,i am gonna to transfer...or go bak to malaysia...dun care..i can't stand her for another year...two year of mine is suffering wif her already...Really dun wan her to appear in my life again..

She keep saying..i was not picking on ppl...Lies...Wat about her best student? I saw some of her "good student" nv tuck in shirt,fringe was so long,she nv scold them..She onli wan to scold her so call "bad student" and it was me..My life sucks when she was appearing..!Long post today..hahas...Just one more thing..Shara mummy!! U know my sercet le..=( dun say worss !!:D

2009-10-22T18:02:00.002+08:00

Wat i guess is correct...Shi hui and yu wen noticed my "slashed" hand...but onli 2 line onli... wor....Using penknife...1,2,3 put on hand...and move immdiately 1 time...pain until cry..thn see...wait...~~ slowly...one red line appear....Thn a bit...abit...after 1 min..still..choing ahhh ~~!! went to toilet ...choing ahh~!!! after tht...stop le...lucky dad nv noticed...mood kinda improved at tht time..but still cannot sleep...haf not been sleeping for 4 night le...Will faint la !!! cannot sleep sio.....!!!Hand now still pain pain de...waaaaaaa!!!! so pain.....wanna throw away the new-buy penknife le..so sharp for wat sio !!.... D:

2009-10-21T23:04:00.003+08:00

Dun understand Boys at all....
They r makin me feel very fan...
One is....Say i love you le still pretend nothin happen...
One Hate me after i pah seh him at causeway because i dun like him.
One was suffering because of wat i say.
one...I like him..but he dun like me..even treat me invisible everyday...
Ok...everything was my own doing...
i dun deserve any help....
Really wan to slash tonight..
yu wen will be very dissapointed...
she is sure to notice tomorrow...should i slash?...
everytime i slash,
she know it..
she even keep a sercet to shi hui..
she's my best fri ever..
Her bustard family dun even understand her..
she's facing a even serious family problem..
really scare tht she can't take it..
Stupid family..
if yu wen do anythin silly..
I WILL MAKE YS LIFE MISERABLE..
AND I MEAN IT...

2009-10-21T18:44:00.002+08:00

Pheww !!~~~~!!! Mxchelle is sooo happy !! The Long min and his kor finally stop finding meee..!!! In their blog,long min say:"Finding new girlfri for my kor terrance" !! Yes !!! New girlfri!! Tht mean i am save !! Yes !!!! Todae nv go school....Because cannot wake up..and dun wan go cca...Holiday still got cca on...sobbb !! Spent the whole Afternoon hanging out wif fris...(:
Tht's was fun? at last...Some of my trouble is gone for a short period? One day..Just for one day...Really dun like to see tht 2 person....Tomorrow gonna go school agaain...zzzzzz....!! short post !!! Buaiiii!!

2009-10-19T18:46:00.002+08:00

The fact is....We r all seperated...By mrs slevan in r3 day ....Like wat someone say...wat's done is done...But i Just Dun wan to Accept it...I know by scolding The "Good" teacher could not change tht fact...But I just Wan to scold her...It's all her fault....nothin can be change now...Fine....Dun wish to go school tomorrow...But still got tht thing to do...Sianz....And...Stupid...I would'nt go your blog to tag already...I know I am verii troublesome to u..u would'nt even wan to reply my tag...u just ignore me...Treat me like invisible...I am sorry...But i would'nt go your blog to tag u le....sorry..i know u hate me for wat i done to your ....Hais..sorry...

2009-10-18T23:07:00.002+08:00

...........Really feel like crying when i saw the planning of r3 day....WHY????.......Yu wen shi hui and me r all in different group...Something is bursting in my throat.....Feel like scolding ppl...But even i scold...can the planning be change...?....I hate it...Wanna to cry badly...I dun wan to be in tht group.....I really hate it...None of them in the group i know tht is my best friens....damn...crying now....Crybaby la...this is just a small thing...why must i cry for little thing....no jokers this year ....in r3 day....Just ordinary student.....

why must mrs selvan change the planning until like this??....Beginning to like her and she did something like this...why....she purposely make my life miserable...no longer looking forward to r3 day...i dun even wan to be present on tht day liao.....tear....pls hold bak will u? yu wen.....I wanna to be the same as u..........hais...Nothin ever gone smoothly...

2009-10-18T18:10:00.003+08:00

awwwwwwwwwwssss!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! so hungry now.........haven eaten whole day.....awwwwwwwsss!!
mum playing wif her new phone tht is...o.o...can touch screen de la..T^T..i also wann.......!!anyway...she haf been playing since afternoon until now...Waiting for her to cook my farvourite wanton!!! mum's wanton is super super yummmmmmmmmy!!! Thumb up!...Yesterdae dad go wake me up at 6.30 am...diao..to go haf breakfast...was sulkin and staring at him on the way to coffee shop....He was like a bit siao siao de...thn at there...mum come...^^ eat breakfast...did'nt say any word because was unhappy tht i haf to get up early in the morning to wake up...

Thn dad gimme $20dollar for shopping...early in morning got lots of ppl selling thing..gogogoo shoppin!!...Brought magazine(e-pop!)..Super nice !!!!!..thn brought a shirt tht is super way too big!!!! T^T cannot refund bak...the jie jie so xiao qi...so big tell me how to wear... o.olll nvm..wear it for sleeping wakakakakaa!!! Byee !!

2009-10-16T21:26:00.003+08:00

waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!~~~~
haf sore throat AGAIN!!!
Why!!!! last 2 week also haf sore throat leh..
why now still got...whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy sobb...
throat so pain....Feel like throwing my temper..
grrr....Super fan now...Slashing thought come again!!
Damn....
IT WAS UNBEARABLE!!
fan fan fan fan fan !!!!!!!....
Got so mny thing to worry for...
sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooobbbbbbb!!!

Go emo LE LA !!!!BYE!

2009-10-16T00:25:00.002+08:00

Felt....Tht...I dun haf the right to tell someone to cheer up ....Haf to wait until a few min before i could finish press enter when i told someone to cheer up...Is seem tht everything i say is useless....Wat i do is useless... it was like me myself was a burden...Dun dare to think about it longer...Got a selfish thought....Did'nt wan to think it...It was like a devil luring me to do bad thing...Even he is leaving me...even .. and .. r begining to hate me?? as i am acting too hyper and annoying in front of them...Wish that .. and ... can care more about me instead of goin out wif each other...It was like ....Like the 3 .... haf reduce to the 2 ... I know u guy dunno wat i say...but i know it..tht all i need....I don even haf the right to haf my own life....ppl r leaving me...ppl r making me sound tht i am the worst ppl in the world...i realy hate 2/1....and all my friend...I hate them...But wat can i do ? Next year..the so call "friends" will be gone..2/1 will be gone too...I will be like.. 3/1 natt? or 3/2 na ??....But again..wat can i do? i dun wan to be separated to them...Hate and like them..it seem tht i am bursting...from all my feeling...really dun wan to think this way...try thinking about like..everyone likes me...and i am not a burden..but...alway link thing ot thing and tht make me think wrong again...hais..I hate you guys...

2009-10-14T20:17:00.003+08:00

seriously bad mood now...

Got bak result..math and science fail..hais...The Cca teacher call my home everytime i skip cca...wat the hell....Call call call.....Giving me pressure sia.....Hate It...The more u call,The more i skip ok??!!!...

after school...

wen to library wif yu wen and shi hui.after tht..went home to change into home clothes...untied my nerdy hairstyles...and make up...and...Earring wearing..everything is ok le...Thn went to shopping wif yu jing and josesphine..after tht...josephine gtg..so went to see movie wif yu jing...but was 5 pm...Was wearing verii little...Not use to it....anyway..was fun in food court...we chat a lot.. :D thn...went in see movie...animation...food fall from sky...3D de...Nice...In cinema..was super cold !!! bag too small to keep me warm....Hais...

After tht..went to comic shop...brought something for softball and a bouncing ball...spent quite a lot..verii heartbreakin....No money to play during class gathering le...bicycle....hais hais...After th..buy KFC.....thn went home...Stupid...bus was so squezze...Stupid boy...Tmd...verii fun ah? knn...Next time....if i saw him...i will gif his a slap on his damn face...

now was having a question...was mum and dad lookin into my dairy and private thing?...they keep on telling me not to keep boyfri in online...Thn say have been looking to my... Haven say finish thn stop...think i so stupid ah? u two adult sure stole something of mine and peek in....shit...I hate ppl looking in my thing when i did'nt allow....hate it to dead!...why can't u all respect my privacy????? WHY??????!!!....Really no mood now...i guess today can't sleep again by thinking THT problem again..

2009-10-11T19:20:00.002+08:00

Die Die liao....Laoda tell me tht the "guyS" is finding me until siao le...Die die le....Hop it's not true... T.T :x Change change...(:

Btw today stay at home rotting... :X so bored....Play com the whole day...Thn got the news from laoda tht blah blah is finding me :X :X :X Btw K0.3 is Soooo nice !! hitman reborn is exciting too !! the anime,shugo chara party is so sian now...got 3 girl in there acting cute and nothin is fine to me...zzzz...Ahh yuwennn...shi huiii i miss u two....T^T.....Miss ya miss ya miss yaa!!~~~!!

short post~ bye..!

2009-10-09T14:25:00.002+08:00

Todae wake up at 1 pm plus ba...kor de girlfri come home...sleeping~~ thn she suddenly appear beside me...shocked tio..immediately wake up..smile,cover blanket over mine head and ZHAO ! to mummy bedroom and sleep beside her... (:

Just now saw the joker video..finally done hahahas...Now onli worry for something...

1) i really wan to get in natt....but 2/2 de result like verii gd leh.. T^T
2)holidae dun wan to go to malaysia to aunt house.wanna to stay at singapore and work wif shi hui.
3)wanna to go buy a dog....Dad say if result good,he will buy me a dog to my choice !! so must earn some money to lighten dad burden...really really wanna a pet puppppppy!!

T^T..Just now suddenly got a feelin...something i precious is goin to stay away from me or be gone forever.....heart is pumping...i guess nothin is happening right? D:

2009-10-08T22:11:00.003+08:00

On monday haf a dream... Yesterdae..haf a dream too....Let's start wif monday de...

on the dream...

Was in school as per normal.Thn suddenly Boom !!!!! The school is destroy....Everyone die...Except for mrs slevan and 2/1 but subra die le... looking at all the bodies,suddenly,a vampire come and bite someone..but forget le..thn we ran ran ran...Thn walk up le...phew...the dream got me a scare ba..first time dream of vampire.. =.=lll

second dream.

Dunno why was in a areoplane..I was a police in my dream..a undercover in my class 2/1..thn we were goin for a oversea to beach or not..sudden a terriost come and put a gun to shi hui.Thn i said:"I will exchange her" (see i so cool!!! LOL bhb again)But the terriost hold us together and jump to the beach....Thn the terriost make fun or us.....after tht dunno why at center on the sand le...The terriost wan to bomb ppl...thn thn dunno why again..our class was having fun as usual.

Took the chance when the terriost was playing wif sand,saw guan ming..and ask him to come here...He go ran away !!! LOL !! Thn i cry...thn shi hui call me bak.. T^T..after tht..saw junjie. took the chance again and call him..And told him wat happen...when he wan to go and call police..Wangjune come and play wif the terriost..LOL !!!! junjie wan to drag him but cannot...playing too fun le..Suddenly the terriost found out wat happen...thn i wake up...

T^T alway can't dream wat is happening the next moment or the ending!! damnmnnnn sobb..todae i wonder wat i will dream of...hmm shi hui and yu wen ran away as a bride!! LOL hahahahaha!! Jokin jokin !! Anyway..amy i promise i will protect myself smile~~

2009-10-06T20:39:00.002+08:00

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2009-10-06T14:51:00.002+08:00

I am wonderfully get whack by mine own mum...good right? she whack me for no reason...Tht bastard dad go sabo me. Stupid parent.Whack until wan take a chair and continue to whack.Fine.... I shall not care for anymore in my family. I wan to be cold-blooded...No one shall enter my heart...Cold-blooded now.forever.

2009-10-06T11:36:00.003+08:00

Yes ! Todae Finally desgin finish The Clothing of chingay de!!!! Starting from next month,gonna to collect all item !!!!!! So excited !!! alway wanna to make my own cosplay clothes de !!! gonna mix ran,miki and dia de clothes all together and form mine own styles !!! =D sorri sue...nv make your part T"T forgive mee !! Yes yes Yes No schoool....happy !! But i need to pass up something to office and Library book r overdue by TODAY!! i dunno...sobb....How?? Need to be at least overdue by 1 week le..sorry librarian....Dun call me siao jing wen le ohhs...

Lata thn post.....One more thing....now i am really happy!!? dun keep on saying me act happy but emo alone ok!!? i am happy i am happy i am happy i am happy i am happy!!

2009-10-05T15:37:00.002+08:00

Todae is as per normal ? Joke wif shi hui and yu wen...Yu Wen todae so cute and shi hui keep on makin me laugh ^^ ...Gonna to play sudden attack wif the noob cousin now? Not tht i veri pro but he just spam and walk around like mad ppl LOL ! ah jun kor kor more pro thn me ^^ tht ah zhen DIDI smaller thn me still call me ah wen...grrr ROWL him to dead!! LOL !! jokin Jokin...Today's post no scolding Ppl hahas...Looking forward to the chingay Thingy because me,yu wen and shi hui haf think the clothing le!!! Yu wen and mine is the shugo chara anime character de cosplay!!!!!! (: Funn....Wanting to go east coast de!!!! Must play the bicycle!!! must!! dun care if fall down or not because no one will care hehehe...Got a BIG PRANK toward someone...hehehe....

2009-10-04T19:58:00.004+08:00

...Feeling bad right now...i hate my brother...he thought i forgive him for SLAPPING ME....Actually.I dun realli hate him le.... But Eatting up my thing without my permission....When he asked me,I DUN EVEN REPLY HIM..I NV TALK!! AND HE THINK THT I ALLOW HIM TO EAT MY THING!...even if he eat,i allow,BUT HE EAT UP the last 2.....LAST 2,THE EAT UP ALL WITHOUT GIMME 1....damn...i need to eat that in morning when i wake up he know??....I cannot eat anything except THT when i wake up....and he eat all...Stupid la...eat finish le thn come and said sorry......

i found a new way to releash my anger...But pulling my hair until they drop one by one to the floor....and start hitting everywhere...the floor...my head,my body,the wall,everywhere...I hate it...No slashing right? I nv slash OK?.....onli try tht once...was not gonna to try unless something tht make me verii angry le..because my hair will be damn sorry when i am old....hahas.....Btw..found my cousin playing SA !! and he is damn noob de..but still said he verii pro verii pro LOL...hehehes....^^ bye

2009-10-03T20:37:00.014+08:00

shi hui...your leg too....

Your leg!!!!!! showing le!!

Hazirah hehehe....they r the top 3 winner...dragon fruit(Small girl),bikini girl(holding fan) and godness(hazirah)Not me choose the name de!! is the teacher!!

The almost naked Boy so cool!!!! Noticed someone familar?

Colourful MAN lol

Miss fasha....why pull tougue at me T^T

Other team de model....wow!? A bit colourful sio

Our prettyyyy Model ! (:

Whose Leg worss!!??

Hmm..todae haf a wonderful day except for a bit small tiny problem LOL !

in morning went to the chingay thingy...OMG !! i can't believe we r goin to walk and dance in a few month time infront of TV ! OMG!! i sound retard.... -,- Lata gonna to post some picture ba...dun say me act cute or scold me worss !! Hmm...tht khoo shi hui was lated!! the whole world was waiting for her!!!! she was sleeping!!!! ^^ Thn we reach there,thn,Pick a model to let us decorate LOL ! ......EAT LUNCH...!! Lesi lemak! Yummmmmi!!! the chilli sooo nice ^^

Thn went to causeway to buy mum a mcafe?she said she wan to drink yesterdae (: Gif her the heart thing tht i make during D&T..she verii happy wors!! (: must make her happy...if not... nvm nvm ! (: went home..wait for the parent to come...for the hit hit thn blah blah de thingy..talk talk for one hour plus thn the daiji ok le ! (: happys ! Clapppp !

Just now go play fire cracker...playing alone so sian....hais..my family all said childish..dun wan play wif me sianz....wanna go find ying jing de..because she lived near me ^^ but...I think not too gd...Thn one thing happen...tio scold =X

Picturee time !

The rest lazy to post :X

2009-09-30T14:46:00.002+08:00

....Damn Fucking My brother..I hate u...I hate all boys now.....The r just a fucking stupid creature tht hit ppl anyhow...I hate.....Todae got home..was happy..Thn I DUNNO WAT THE FUCK MY BROTHER DO..HE GO MAKE MUM ANGRY AND THEY START TALKIN...THN MUM COME OUT..SHOUT AT ME TO BATH...I KNOW SHE TAKE ME OUT AS HER ANGER TARGET...SO I GOT ANGRY...WENT TO ASK WAT HE DID..AND FUCKING DAMN HIM..HE TOOK OUT HIS HANDPHONE AND HIT ME WIF HIS FUCKING ASSHOLE FULL STRENGTH...MOTHER FUCKER...THN I WAS SHOUTING HERE AND THERE BECAUSE IT HURT..DAMN HIM....MUM COME IN..SHE SCOLD ME TOO...WAT THE FUCK I DO...DID I DO ANYTHING?? I DUN EVEN KNOW WAT HAPPEN!! DAMN..THN I SAID I WAN TO GO OUT OF THIS HOUSE..BEFORE I CAN GO OUT..HE COME OUT AND SLAP ME...DAMN FUCKING CCB..KNN..! DAMN HIM..NO ONE HAF SLAP ME FOR NOTHIN BEFORE AND HE USE FULL STRENGTH...MY FACE NOW GOT A RED MARK..I REALLY HATE BOYS...WAT THE FUCK I DO? HE GO SLAP ME...I SAID I WAN GO OUT AND COOL DOWN,HE GO SLAP ME...DAMN...I HATE U...BOYS R THE WORST KIND OF CREATURE IN THE WHOLE WORLD...I HATE THEM.....HE SLAP ME.....HE MOTHER FUCKER DAMMIT SLAP ME..I WILL REMEMBER IT FOREVER....WHO HURT ME,I WILL REMEMBER. DAMN...I HAET IT...I ALMOST WANNA SLASH MYSELF INFRONT OF MUM USING THE KNIFE...SEE....I CAN'T EVEN CONTROL MYSELF...I NOW ONLI REMEMBER...THE FUCKING MAN SLAP ME.........I DUN WAN LET HIM BE MY BROTHER ANYMORE....I HATE HIM OK?!...NOW HE WANNA GO OUT...DAMN....I WAN GO OUT,HE SLAP ME..NOW THE MCCB HIM WAN GO OUT....DAMN....

2009-09-25T23:37:00.002+08:00

The only New here is...

Me and junjie...Break again...This time..is my turn to ask....Quiite funny ? he 1 time,i 1 time....as for the reason....dun wish to say... I dunno how much ppl r goin to ignore me and scold me emo kia.... And neither do i wish to stop it.... I dun care le...I just wan to build a wall all around me..even the person i like like JW or jeffrey even junjie can't come in...No one can come in... Done almost all the test about self-esteem and hack...It's all about Low esteem....Maybe it's because i dun haf confidence or i like other ppl? Someone will know wat i am talkin..as i dunno how to express myself...I am gonna to Reject anything.....Everytime..i hold my hope up..in the end...will be a mess....This time..i destroy everythin...... i realli dun care...And i dun wan to care....Todae was able to control myself at PE lesson..but will i control other time? Mny ppl was shock about how i act during PE? I dunno tht.....But the fact is...i....Break wif junjie le....It's no one Matter...it's my own thing....It's my feeling...Dun wish to say anythin tht will destroy someone friendship.....I feel tht i am a source of trouble? I wish tht i am nv born wif these trouble... I wish tht i am never never never been born....

2009-09-23T16:17:00.003+08:00

Have been listening to a song for the past half hour....think of something...i guess..i qould haf to do it soon or later.....i have to do.. it...the song just reflect my thinking......Mood is kinda of rise and drop this few day...i just felt th i haf change...get easily angry and i dun even know when am i gonna to get angry again...hais....but...I would'nt be cure just by a few day or wat..so...just stay away from me until i make a decision about who i realli....
JW?
JJ?
YS?
DJ?

who???? JW is the currently....i guess angel know wat am i talkin...maybe joslyn too? i can't make up my mind....i am destiny to be trouble...even if i wan...they also....Dun wan? haha...just hope tht thing can be done can H C B S W M.....k...sercet thing...

是淚滴
結束每段感情要時間忘記
想忘記其實埋藏在心裡雨滴
結束每個冬季曬不乾過去就
面對你喜怒哀樂的回憶聽
天空晴朗開始好天氣
別再憂鬱
讓心情也天晴
失戀的人就換季脫下過期愛情
突醒的眼裡
看見發亮的自己
oh~多美麗
受傷的人就換季
春夏秋冬輪替
總有你的美景等待下一季
下一次天晴
雨滴結束每個冬季
曬不乾過去
就面對你喜怒哀樂的回憶
聽天空晴朗開始好天氣
別再憂鬱讓心情也天晴
失戀的人就換季脫下過期愛情
突醒的眼裡
看見發亮的自己
oh~多美麗
受傷的人就換季
春夏秋冬輪替
總有你的美景等待下一季
下一次天晴

2009-09-23T16:03:00.002+08:00

Stupid....
stop pointing out my mistake..
Stop making fun of me....
stop makin me angry..
stop makin me sad...
Stop laughing at me...

realli tends to hate some ppl..they realli thought tht they r my favourite..haha....

2009-09-20T20:27:00.003+08:00

so anoying now....my family r starting to be irrating...by scolding here and there...and school...r finding my problem too..call parent...ask ppl to break..all kinds different pattern of trick...and.... there's a person even wanted to stay away from me.
A person who said I CHANGE...
A person who irrated me and thought he is my favourite kor...
A bunch of friends who dunno how i feel..
Someone who said wan to listen to my trouble but she did'nt....
a friend who lied to me..
a friend who ignore me and went to play wif other ppl..
a friend who forget about me..
a friend who Make me feel shameless to tag his blog..
a friend who scold my another friends..
a friends who is emo..
a friend which said is my Family and ignore me
a friends who dun even know i cry..
teachers,parent who make me crazy and fed up!
Theese r the culprit who MAKE ME FEEL SO FED UP and started SLASHING...SO DUN SAID IT'S JUNJIE FAULT THT I SLASH..EVERYONE SHARE IT'S PART!...
DAMN...I HATE U ALL..U KNOW?!

I!
HATE!
U!
ALL!
FOREVER!

2009-09-20T16:24:00.004+08:00

i..... Realli dunno wat could i write....wat i write might hurt someone feelin and make me even more miserable....everytime....i just write my own feelin,there's will realli be someone to be hurt....yesterdae was...strange....asked me to forget about ....and treat tht ...nv exist in my life...i dun wan to lost u as my friends.....ok...

todae went to miss fasha house..her house got over 10 cats..! the brown cat is super violent to..keep on moaning and meowing..the white cat loved shi hui and is verii shy..(: in morning,onli me and shi hui went there...sitted for a few hours thn vynx,shara,jeffrey,zi hao,ivy,damith and others all come le..played mny game wif them..bye..

2009-09-18T15:54:00.002+08:00

Todae mood is still the same..but got worser..haha...In PE..can't control..haf been controling for almost 2 h le leh!!..so burst out at toilet..cry cry cry..hit my fist to the wall as i dun haf ruler or blah blah..in the end..was red..~~ pain..recess time..feng hao...he go say me a bit again...hais....finally after school...mood was good (: went to look for ymrs selvan for things..she gif us summary to completed as punishment...thn oral...LOL ! i said i am a okok bad student wakakaka...after tht stroll along school wif shi hui..saw junjie..after 10 min,went down..saw mrs selvan there....so i look..look.look..cannot find junjie..thn sudenly,shi hui spotted junjie bag behind the pillar..LOL!! he was hidding form mrs selvan..in the end..mrs selvan was walking to his direction..so..no choice..he haf to go out and said HIIE to mrs selvan LOL!! me and shi hui laugh until siao when we saw tht moment!! (: after tht went home le

2009-09-17T18:23:00.002+08:00

felt sad again.......by visiting ppl blog...their song..heard le thn sad again...zzz....why...angel and yu wen all not on9...why?????? tht thing and tht thing so trouble la........!!

2009-09-17T16:42:00.002+08:00

Hmm..deleted my private blog le...maybe gonna to make this blog a private too...too mny thing cannot say.....Todae....at math was unlucky....Miss kok ask me to go out of classroom ...theres was boys..but no girl sitting outside...so actually cry...thn suddenly saw chien ying,shi hui,yu wen and shi hui come out and sit wif me...stop crying (:

hmm..after school....went to canteen and eat..feng hao go yell at angel and show her attuide....throw his wallet at floor etc...was shocked...i did'nt know tht he haf temper too...i thought he is fun to play wif....erm..haha?.....in the end..saw angel not too happy..hais....thn wen to bridging...make the teacher teach me the question tht miss kok gif us..indices de..9: mr goh soo kind..he would'nt scold me de..thn...hmm...ya!..zi hao teach me a few method to get close wif junjie LOL ! ...hmm..tomorrow will be a better day hahas (:

2009-09-16T18:20:00.002+08:00

Ok...my mood is not good nw again...

in morning...silent reading..wan to squeeze up to shi hui and yuw en there..but the god damn SEC 1 keep camping at there....make me cannot pass through..in the end sit wif joslyn and chien ting and blah blah...

thn...

math..miss kok take note of me...scared..because i nv do the revision package..ok...dance..was trying my best to dance..i dun wan to think of sad thing...even if i wan cry,i will hide and cry..
Thn...recess..eat eat eat....D&T....teacher ask me to wear my uniform..so went to washroom to change..on the way...nothin....D&T..my pieces was stolen..so haf to make another...wanna to cry tht time again..Thn..went to canteen to slack wif shi hui they all after school..make fun of feng hao...talk a bit wif joslyn...then went up to library le...after tht....pei shi hui go for her cca...doris and shi hui hold me and see my hand wrist...zzz...their strength so big... T.T

then went to cca..i throw the coach my glove..thn mr lee go talk wif me.. T.T sorri coach.. dui bu qi..for showing my attuide...thn..i kinda of help th team win the match when i hit the last player out of the game..(:

went home....jj told me tht mrs selvan wan us to break...ok....dun wan say anymore...

2009-09-15T15:40:00.006+08:00

Haisss....todae in school..take finish le class photo....dun like taking class photo!! durka de hair keep on smacking my face because she keep on turn here and there....bu shuang tht time...thn miss fasha come..she soo funny (:

mrs selvan go talk to me for a while...she ask about junjie and ...miss kok go complain to her tht i nv done my homework...thn..mrs selvan said wanna call my parent.......Thn...dun wan say le....

ater tht..art..miss fasha tell us about her family..omg..miss fasha..dun sad about your mum....she will look after u at heaven ok? smile is verii important!! Thn scribble scribble scribble...go write a letter for her (: hop she will cheer up!...thn....I am gonna to go her house wif shi hui!!!! 2/1 pls goooo toooo...i wan play hide and seek wif her!!!!(: recess...went to detention for nothin...zzz..eat wif hsi hui..buy milk..thn yu wne come..wait for her to eat finish..thn reach class's back..thn....bell ring..zzzz....

after tht..hum lesson..SKIP~...math...miss kok talk to me again...i show her attuide...sorri...i promise i wan get normal and do all my homework le...(: i will show up for your cca too!! i love cca!!! the coach teachs soo good..hop he teachs us until next next year!!!! (: science..almost wanna to sleep...head keep on dropping..look at the time..zzz...19 more min..thn suddenly!miss tang go call my name and said somethin..forget le..suddenly dun wan sleep le LOL..when teacher call mine name,i will wake up..dunno why...miss tang seem to get kinder (: Ok...i promise to do all my homework from now onward! at least i will own one day and pass up..tht all! kkkk (: ater school..went to canteen and slack wif yu wne shi hui,angel,jiemin,hafiza a bit..blah blah..at bus stop..feng hao go scare me wif a BOO sound...it's scare me a lot..almost tear wan to burst out again..lucky nv...lata he laugh at me again....went home after tht...(: playing SA ba..2 arrow soon!! yippi waka!

I hate listening to song when ppl is wif me...i am tht kind who listen to song and will get emo....Dun wan anyone to see this side of me...Nbw listening song..crying again...It's a song which is about leaving...i dun wan ppl to leave me..i wan everyone to stick close to me...can i be selfish a bit? pls? just a bit?no...someone said i dun haf the zhi ge to get selfish..tht sentence make me remember so long...i haf no chance or anyting to maek ppl sad and be selfish...and.....after gonna someone blog..my mood seem to drop a lot... i hate it..i realli hate it when someone go ___ someone ____...i hate it...i am the real __________ and the ___ keep on _____ the ___...hais...sianz..i can't say it out...because....i dun wan _____ to get angry wif me...hais....makin me dunno wat to do except for crying.... in the past.. one time per weeks is already verii tiring..now....one day per time...why.....why does ___ haf to do this....sianz....i realli dun wan my emo side to show up..anyone...just anyone...pls talk wif me pls....Hais...I also wn to be emo free...it's just tht I CAN'T!...ppl r been selfish to me..they dun understand me..why i can't be selfish a bit?

2009-09-12T02:11:00.002+08:00

Todae play sa wif friend all day long~~~~ all my zhu zhu wakakakakaka~~~~~~ i nv emo HOR....!!! short post LOL.bye

wait wait...I haven say finish...yesedae went to watch a movie call G FORCE...sooo funn and cute the hamster (: but i wanna to watch ailen in the attic...I realli wan to watch laaaaaaa sob...and....went to shop around wif yu jing,elston and junjie....haf a bit fun tht time (: they did'n noticd tht my wrist wakakaka..yu jing noticed...she was angry....haiis...

2009-09-08T03:19:00.002+08:00

zzzz i am soo fan now....kinda of quarruel wif ah jie... argg...i realli dun wan to say wat they joke to me...i will cry u know....and I am not stupid too..i can at least know who is bad or good right?..

and...yu wen..she is a problem too...like to keep everything to her heart...i hate ppl who dun tell me thing..I HATE IT..i hate ppl who keep everything to their heart..i really hate...althought i alway keep thing to my heart,I am not LIKE keep important thing to my heart...dam...say wat i dun care about u...do u NOTICED THT I CRY EVERYDAE IN SCHOOL? no right? thn u haf no right to say tht i dun care u...wan fight wif me? come..if u hit me,our friendship is gone...From tht moment,i dunno u anymore..come if u dare....I just hate ppl who said i dun care them...i hate it i hate it i hate it...u all dun understand me at all...everyone..dun understand me...all is onli a FRIEND...not so call "bestie" or PPL who understand me..FINE ! i am ALONE?!Good...anyway,i am alone EVERY MIN OF MINE LIFE..so hack care and scram!

...i think..i am gonna to cry until tomorrow...bye...

2009-09-05T00:05:00.000+08:00

a thousand sorry to 5 person...
1)yu wen
2)doris
3)amy
4)chien ying
5)joslyn

i dun meant to show u all attude like asking u to go away,shouting at u all and lock myself behind the door from u....Mood is realli bad tht time..i wish tht i could haf a time where i can yell and yell and yell until i am muted...Nvm...todae softball match was funn...recess slck wif usual ppl..but gif amy a bit attuide..sorri...after tht..mother tougue..went to sit beside angel...suddenly got a urge to...but i nv...took out my dairy and scrrible things inside...But i forget to take it bak..i left it under my table in classroom....fan...pressure,question..bridging...so fan la..espically bridging...fan...keep on asking me to hand in a whole chapter of thing within one week...all the person in bridging nv passed up somemore zi hao onli do 1/2 chapter...i was good enough to do 3 chapter yet the teacher call my home....call call call....complain complain...

sianz....i dunwan to say sori to ppl after i hurt them...but...i just dunno wat to do..get angry and pissed up everytime when sudden...i can't control my temper...one day..i will get myself into trouble? hahas...someone said tht using penknife slash a bit will bleed...i dun wan..i hate too mny blood...

thn..after school went to softball trainning..OMG!! the coach was sooo cool and cute!!haf funn wif him the whole day..joke and joke...he help me wif my mood...i love this teacher..thn he take out a "softball" to play a game...The softball is actually a softtoy ball LOL..soooo funny..funn...next next week gonna to bring a "SOFTball" for him to play tht game..(:

I haf no rights to scold ppl and show them my temper~

2009-09-03T19:31:00.000+08:00

When i cry,no one noticed...
when i emo,ppl noticed...but ignore me...
when i wan throw my temper,ppl r been irrated by me....
i just wan to releash my temper...
but i just can't find a suitable person
tht is willing to let me rant all my temper..
hais...all my friend r so-call friend only..
hahas..how pathetic i am...haha...
sianz..i am soo dissapointed...
sianz sianz sianz...todae...
someone make me sad...
she did something tht i dun wan her to do...
i dun mean to show u my temper..sorries...
i am really so fan...
I WAN SOMEONE TO LET ME HIT TO LET ME HIT TO LET ME HIT!!!! DAMMN